Note: I haven't written an awful lot lately, so it's nice to put pen to paper again. Of course, this poem is possible a little premature, as I know next to nothing about Rising, but I know a little about Lady Murasaki, and just imagined a beach, on a cold grey day, with perhaps a little drizzle…
SHELLS
a Hannibal Rising poem by JetNoir
It started with a shell
by itself on the shore
in it's own way, like me
sort of
perhaps.
It's nothing, in my
mind - fractured as it
is, my kimono a little loose
and it's extraordinarily
cold.
I pick the shell
up, between my fifth
and sixth fingers.
Gazing at it, I feel
empty.
As empty as a
shell. Placing it to
my ear I can hear
the sound of the
sea.
The sound of the shell
not empty, as I am,
a husk of air
cold to every
existence.
My sister, dead on
the ground, but I
never saw her, nothing
but her teeth, and I call out
Mischa.
I'm alone now, in silence
in dark, and sea, locked in
my own misery, until
I'm not even a
shell.
Not anymore.
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