Mm, yeah this is my first fanfic, so if it stinks, just put it in a review or something. xx; It's SasoDei, (kinda) so if you don't like shounen-ai then don't read.

Disclaimer: I don't own Sasori or Deidara.

Magnetism

We were like magnets, Sasori no Danna and I. Drawn together, yet pushed apart at the same time. Danna's cruel, sadistic side was what infuriated me so very much, while, I seemed enticed by it; pulled by its utter hypnotizing beauty. My cheerfulness and relaxed state irritated Sasori no Danna without end, to the point of insanity; but thinking logically, if I was anything but goofy and cheery, would Danna have thought of me the same way? If I had been serious and dedicated, would he have interacted, spoken to me as much as he had? North and north, south and south: if two of the same try to fuse, they'll reject each other, like paint being smeared on walls. Painting red and red results in red, just the same as when you began: boring, bland, and bleak. But by mixing red and yellow, you get an entirely new color, blending together new possibilities and excitement.

Sasori no Danna and I could never see through one pair of eyes, always picturing the world through different sets. When either of us muttered how beautiful the world was, it always resulted in mixed thoughts and rabid words. I sometimes wondered if Danna wished to see the world through my pair of eyes, to experience beauty in another form besides his. I always wondered what it would be like, to see the world for what it is eternally instead of enjoying the short twenty-four hours of rest, before the earth decided to change.

'Is that what makes people curious?' I thought to myself at times. 'Wanting to see as others do? To understand concepts other people know that they themselves don't?'

I wondered if that explained why north and south on a magnet brought each other together in a tight embrace; was it because they each wanted to know why one was north and one was south? Why one was unemotional and angry and one was jolly and childish? And why two of the same kind repelled: they already knew what they were like because they were the same?

Like a magnet, Sasori no Danna and I were north and north, south and south. We argued over the same thing: art. Art was the one reason why we could never be together. It captured our differences and replaced them with similarity, causing both sides to become uneven, like a scale. We both knew what art was, what made our outlooks different: the fact that it was the same all in all thrust us away from each other. But then, like all magnets, one would flip over to the different side: north and south. We'd be back within each other, depending and working together, being different.

However, like north and south, Danna and I could never touch, be together or be as one. We were stuck, trapped from repelling by the law we were forced to obey known as gravity, and prevented to attract because of the world in between us. We were ensnared within each other, together but apart. That's what 'love' is. It binds two forces that would otherwise never meet together, tying crazy bonds and arguing with fate. If fate is to love, and to love is fate, then why can't we repel each other? Why can't we attract? How can we love if fate intervenes, if love intrudes on fate?

We were like magnets, Sasori no Danna and I, attracting yet repelling, together yet apart, loving yet despising.

Yeah, it was bad, right? I wrote this when I was supposed to be sleeping (wow, I'm smart), so I was probably tired when it was created. ..;; So if it makes no sense whatsoever, I can understand to a point. xD;

-Arrina♥