My deepest apologies for being despondent and doormat for this duration, but I would like to inform you that I am still working with my life.
Stories included!
3-20-12
So, it's just me doing what little I can to feel accepted, but it doesn't really matter. I'm just me, I don't care if they like me or not. I'm me and no one's changing that. I have something different, I'm not like every other boy and girl.
Random entry
I didn't want to
But you did
Forgiveness isn't key
'Cause I'm locked in
I can't forgive you for that crime
But it doesn't make sense
You say that you don't mind
Revelation
Right now I don't see the point in swimming if you just drown.
Player
Alex: Wait, it's not what it looks likeā¦
NR: Deniece looks back at what she'd just seen. Him kissing her, and him kissing her back.
Deniece: Really?! Then what does it look like, you kissing her, and her on top of you!
Alex: We fell she kissed me I-I Deniece we just fell, she I-
Deniece: Just stop, I don't need to hear anymore, no. All this time I was right having a major flirt for a boyfriend was a bad idea, it'll lead any girl on.
Alex: then why don't you believe me?!
Deniece: I can't believe you! All those years back I tried to trust you, they were right, and even now I wish they were wrong but they're not, I am.
NR: Deniece leaves the room eyes red with tears. As she leaves someone grabs her
?: Hey look-
Deniece: Shut up you're just as screwed as he is.
NR: Deniece leaves the building, she walks until she finds a park and sits on the bench. As she starts to cry, the dark cloudy night lets down buckets of rain bolts of horror like lightning. Deniece slowly walks over to swing. She sits down on the swing and starts to swing slowly. Meanwhile
AJ: Really Justin out all things to tell me you say that?!
Justin: Well a pretty girl needs a macho man, you are scared right?
Random entry
Skin and bones
Greyhound
Beautiful child
Hero
Plot
School: Dragon back academy
A school for boys to focus on their studies and etiquette manners. Our school has been teaching and profusely shaping our young men into strong, well mannered smart men, and teaching them to use their head, above their shoulder.
Random entry
You hate a lot of things, sometimes you make me think that you hate me and that you put all of your problems on me. So what, I don't get the best grades why does everything I do have to always somehow revolves around you huh? Adult, because your an adult doesn't mean you don't make mistakes.
Random entry
Please stop calling me names
Please stop making me feel like I don't belong
Please stop making me ashamed
Please don't make me feel so alone
The playground swing is so amending
With the raindrops descending
All around me
January 9th, 2013 Wednesday
The day is at an end
So one must rest and become whole, the soul needs rest too
wwpI
If I flip a 25c coin what are the chances of me getting head?
