They'll Never Know
A/N: Oh wow I can't believe I'm writing again after so long. Just don't really have the time. I lost my beautiful cat tonight, it really hurts and this just came to me. Probably not my best work but I needed to write this. Just Wanda's thoughts after Pietro's death. I did not write this as incest but it definitely could be seen that way.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, it all belongs to marvel, Disney etc.
Cause all that you are
Is broken inside
But they'll never know
They'll never know
-They'll Never Know-Ross Copperman
He's gone,just like that. I don't want to believe it, I can't believe it. Yet I know it's true. I can no longer feel him. How am I supposed to go on without him? We're Wanda and Pietro, we're a package deal. This wasn't supposed to happen, we were supposed to go together. Everything in our life we have done together, I don't know who I am without him. I'm lost without him. My brother, my twin, my soulmate, my everything. No one understands what it is like. From the moment of conception we have been together, I don't know what it is like to be without him. If I knew that the last time I saw you was the last time I was going to see you alive, I would have told you what you meant to me. Did you know? I should have told you how much I love you, and now I can't. You had the smile on your face that I loved. I replay that moment in my mind, remembering everything, I'm scared I'll start forgetting. I'm scared to go to sleep, when I wake up will I forget that you're gone until I look over and you're not there? Will I start to forget your voice? What your hugs felt like? What you smelled like? I know I'll see you again, but I don't want to wait that long. I need you here, with me. I miss you so much. It hurts, it hurts to breathe. I'm not whole without you. Goodbye brother, until we see each other again.