I saw him with another woman today. I don't know why I do it to myself, purposely looking over the women he brings home. Every time I do it, my heart breaks a bit more. I just can't stand it! I normally wouldn't even do it, but recently the number of women has increased. I knew I would lose him soon, so I promised my self to tell him my feelings.

I have yet to tell him. I almost never see him; he's always out with some woman, and when he actually is home I don't have the courage to tell him my feelings. "Ugh, I am such a useless..." I trail off as I walk home to the warehouse. "Maybe I can still catch him before he goes out..." I make it to the warehouse, then head to his room. I then hear a noise coming from it. Sounds like he's on the phone. "Yeah it's at 6:00... Uh huh... Uh huh.. bye." He hung up.

Turns out he was throwing a party at the warehouse. He told me to get dressed, so I was currently trying to pick an outfit; in the end I put on a white undershirt going all the way to my wrists, a black short-sleeved vest, white tuxedo pants, tucking the bottom into my fancy white dress shoes, fancy white gloves, and an additional collar at the top near my neck. I style my hair in a wavy-flame-like style, and grab a dye. It shines a deep golden, and I dye my hair a deep golden.

By the time I was finishing getting dressed, it was 6:00 and people were arriving. I begin heading downstairs and I see the large crowd. I begin heading to the punch bowl, once I get there I grab a drink and quickly down it, I then look around and see Akisame, Sansou, and Sora talking about something. I head to over to them and listen to what there saying.

"Akisameeeeee why did you invite me if there's no shrimp? You know I love my shrimp..." Sansou seems upset that there's no shrimp.

"Well, Sansou, I don't know any of the people here so I thought I should take some of my friends," Akisame explains to Sansou. He then smirks and scratches the back of his head.

"This party is far too loud... I don't even know why I bothered to come here..."Sora says to them in his normal emotionless tone.

I begin walking away from them and head back to the punch bowl, I then pour another drink and down it faster then my last. A woman aproaches me.

"Hey. How's it goin'?" She says to me, I look over to her then reply.

"Fine...".

"Well that's not true. You look kind of depressed," She says in a caring tone.

"It's nothing for you to worry about." She looks at me again then walks away. I sigh happily then begin walking though the crowd, looking for Akadera. I don't see him in the crowd so I continue walking. I see Akadera's friend Ryu talking to some women.

"Maybe we can go to my place and I can show you why I am the fastest man alive."

I roll my eyes and look around again not seeing Akadera. I go back to the punch table and get another drink. I start to feel a little tipsy, I then hear Sansou say something.

"I spiked the punch; that should make this more fun." My eyes widened from the information. Akisame sighed.

"You really are a troublemaker..."

"You know it." I look at my watch; it's 7:30."I still haven't found him." I say as I begin searching for Akadera again. I ask Akisame if he had seen him.

"I haven't him but he most likely is in the crowd," Akisame says. He then look over at Sansou and Sora.

"Guys have you seen Akadera?"

"No." They both say; they then go back to eating. I begin to think of all the places he could be. I check the kitchen, backyard, and the bathrooms. I don't see him anywhere. I then head to his room. I hear noises from there. I open the door and see something I didn't expect. I see Akadera having sex and immediately, the tears begin streaming down my face as I feel my knees begin to buckle. "A-Akadera..." I choke out, barely able to withstand the pain coming with this visual hell. I immediately turn away, and run away as fast as I can, not caring for the people around me at this point. "A-Akadera..! Why..!? Why did.. Just.. Why!?" I scream, closing my eyes. The tears fly around me as I run to my room and lock the door. I smash my head on my pillow and I sob violently.

Akisame's POV

I see Koizumi running to his room and we begin to follow him. I knock on his door.

"Koizumi, are you alright?" I don't hear a reply so I open the door. I see him crying on his bed and I sit near him. He immediately shoves his head in my chest and sobs more.

"Okay something must have happened..." Sansou says, I nod in agreement.

"Ak-Ak-Aka-dera..." Koizumi says, his voice barely audible. Sansou looks like he's surprised then his facial expression goes neutral.

"So that's what happened," I look up at Sansou with a questioning look. "Well that's Koizumi's secret not mine, anyway I am heading home; this is depressing." He then opens a portal and heads home. I see Sora open a Garganta. "I would pity you if I had emotions, and I'd try to help. Sadly, for you, I don't. This is why I believe emotions to be useless."

I am left alone with Koizumi. He's crying so hard he's shaking. I have no clue what to do about it, so I just let him keep crying until he falls asleep. I then begin heading home, leaving Koizumi in his bed to sleep.

"Hope he's alright..." I say,as I open a Senkaimon and head to my home. Maki is still awake waiting for me.

"So how was the party?"

"It was good," I told her, I then got in bed and went to sleep dreaming about Maki and Hara.