*Authors Note: Hi Everyone ! Welcome to my first fanfic ! I want to thank you for reading this ! I have been working on this story for a while now and I am proud to say that I am proud of it ! This story is the untold story of Mia and her bumpy road to fame (and how that bumpy road comes back to haunt her). This story switches off frqeuently from Mia's point of view, to a 3rd person point of view. I wrote "Rock Star Life" this way to give the readers an event story, but also a trip into Mia's mind and the emotional reasoning behind everything she does. Please comment and review ! xxK
About a year ago, if you would have asked me, "Mia, are you happy with your life?", I would have told you no.
A lot has changed since then. I got discovered as an artist, released a hit album, and toured the country.
Now ask me that question again.
"Mia, are you happy with your life?"
No.
Most people would view me as ungrateful for not being happy with my life. As a matter of fact, I sometimes accuse myself deep down of being ungrateful for this wonderful life that hard work, dedication, and love for music and the spirit of song, has given me, but I know that's not true. I am so thankful for my life and I never take it for granted because I know that it could be gone in the blink of an eye.
The truth is, is that I don't exactly know why I am unhappy. I have a few ideas, but I can't directly pin-point what it is that just eats away at my soul. I've been hurt many times in my life, but I have also been helped many times in my life. Unfortunately, the amount of help does not come close to measuring up the amount of hurt; which, at the end of the day, may be the reason for all of the sadness. I'm not sure though. I have a lot to figure out about myself.
Now that I'm back from my tour (and probably the most exciting year of my entire 19 years of life so far), things should be slow paced for a while. I am determined to use this down time to figure out what is wrong with me and hopefully fix it, because I don't want to feel like this any longer. I don't want to and I simply can't. I know that I deserve better than what I feel right now. I may not always believe that, but deep inside I know it. I also know that I am going to feel better. I don't know how yet, but I will.
Hopefully one day I'll learn.
And hopefully one day soon.