Man Down

This is my very first story It`ll be a one shot for now but if I get a lot of reviews then I might make it a story so here goes my first story man down

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi :'(

Oh p.s. can`t wait for the new season of Degrassi

-xoxo secrets of a bleeding heart /3

Theme song for this story: Man Down by Rihanna

Clare`s POV

Its three a.m. and all I could do was think about Eli. i want to sneak out to see my loveable yet amazingly incredibly over the top protective boyfriend. This was driving me crazy but since I am such a good girl I couldn't sneak out. If I did would be grounded for maybe all eternity. I had no choice but to get up. I packed my overnight bag and climbed over the balcony from my bedroom and walked to Elis place it was only twenty minutes down the block from my house. I mean what`s the worst that can happen to me in twenty minutes. As I was walking down the street I heard a familiar voice call my name. It was none other than the most despicable most hated boy at Degrassi Mark Fitzgerald (Fitz).

"Well if it isn't little miss Clare-bear" said Fitz

"Hi Fitz" I said before turning to run away it looked as if he was going to do something dangerous and I was scared. Before I could storm away he grabbed me by my arm and pressed his lips against me. He smelt of alcohol, he put a tight grip on my arm and I hissed in pain. Fitz let go of my arm your hurting me. He didn't bother to listen he ignored the fact that I had said anything to him. I tried pulling away but the more I tried the tighter his grip was. You're not going anywhere Clare-bear he said in a husky tone with such smelly breathe. I began to beg for him to let me go and he insisted on ignoring me. I took my phone out to text Eli for help but Fitz knocked my phone out of my hand and threw it down, but I picked it up and placed it in my pocket. Fitz then hit me and I was on conscious. About ten minutes later I woke up in a room painted black on a bed that I had no idea it belonged to but I am guessing it belongs to Fitz. I got up from the bed and walked to open the bedroom doors and walked down the hall to the front door to leave. As I opened the front door it was slam shut by Fitz.

"Where do you think you`re going" said Fitz

"i-im going to see Eli" I said in a scared tone

You`re not going anywhere, I was getting terrified and before I knew it his lips were crushed over mine but I didn't return the kiss. I pushed him away and looked at him in disgust. I`m with Eli and I couldn't hurt him like that not ever.

"What are you doing" I said in a confused tone but I already knew what was going on

"Kissing you? What else am I doing" Fitz said in a low whisper

He kissed me again causing me to whimper but Fitz isn't my type nor do I see him in the crush type of way. I did the only thing I could do I pushed him away from me. He only kissed me again but this time more violently as if his goal was to get me to give in but I wasn`t going. I pushed him away again but this time I slapped him really hard causing his face to turn red, but he didn't care he only wanted me to like him but I didn`t and I never will. I`m not going to give in why won`t he just give up already. He pushed my back against the wall holding me down so I couldn't move. He kissed me again forcing me to return the favor but I couldn't. I pushed him off of him with all the strength I had in me and ran to an empty bedroom. I hid in the closet so he couldn't find me. Soon enough Fitz found me and pulled me out of the closet. I stood there horrified of what could happen next. Fitz then pushed me on top of the bed climbing on top of me. I looked away and tears began to stream down my face. He ripped my sweat pants off of me along with my red panties. Then came his jeans and boxers. He laid there on top of me smirking as if he had something devious on his mind. He grabbed both of my wrists and heeled them with an extremely tight grip so I couldn't bother to hit him. He pushed his hard cock inside me and I screamed from the extreme pain. I began to beg him to stop as his thrust paced up faster than before but he ignored me pleads. He then placed his thumb over my clit and began to massage it slowly but I didn't want this not from him at least. S-STOP FITZ ! I screamed but he didn't stop. After about a few minutes he stopped and I burst into a series of tears. I grabbed my clothes and got up to leave but before I walked out the door he stopped me.

"DON'T TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS NOT EVEN THAT EMO BOYFRIEND OF YOURS" said Fitz

I just looked away and left and I began to cry even harder than before. I was still going to Elis because I needed to feel safe and with my parents fighting I couldn't talk to them about anything they don't listen to me anymore. I made my way to Elis and he opened the door in confusion wondering why I was here at 4 a.m. in the morning, surprisingly he was up and most of all Cece and Bullfrog weren't home so he and I can talk in private. Eli noticed that my face was red; eyes were puffy and red as well.

"Hey w-what are you doing here so late" Eli said

"i-i came to see you" I said in a low voice

I walked inside and sat on the couch and just sat there not saying a word. Eli sat down next to me asking repeatedly what was wrong and I didn't respond only ignored his question. After sitting there in silent

I broke down into tears. Eli tried to comfort me but I only pushed him away. I didn't want to be touched not buy anyone not even by Eli.

"Clare-bear what`s wrong?" He asked me in a worried tone of voice

"N-nothing is wrong with me these are happy tears" i responded

I was lying to Eli and it hurt so much only because I never wanted to lie to him but tonight I had too, to protect him. I knew if I told him what happened with Fitz, he would get out of control and try to kill Fitz but I can protect myself.

Eli`s POV

I was really worried about Clare, when she came over she looked to be as she had been crying. I kept asking her what was wrong but she wouldn't tell me anything, but I knew something was wrong with her.

"Clare you know you can tell me ANYTHING right" I said

"Yes I know I can but I am fine there is nothing wrong with me" Clare said as if she were hiding something

I knew she was lying to me because she had this scared and petrified look in her eyes when she responded. I just hope it has nothing to do with her parents' divorce because the more and more Clare had gotten sad the more frustrated I had gotten with the situation.

"Clare what`s going on and don't tell me you there`s nothing wrong" I said in a demanding tone

"There is nothing wrong Eli I am fine trust me" Clare said in Panic tone

I got up from the couch and looked Clare dead in the eyes and by the looks of it something was definitely wrong but why wouldn't she tell me. I had no choice but to test it so I kissed her and she pushed me away and walked to other side of the living room to be far away from me, I knew right then and there something was surely wrong because she began to cry again and I felt this pain in my heart because I felt as if I did something wrong.

"Is it me did I do something wrong to hurt you or make you mad" I asked in a worried tone

"N-no Eli you didn't do anything wrong" Clare said

"Then what is wrong why won`t you let me touch you or even kiss you" I said in a questionable tone

"Because I-I don't want to be touched right now that's all ok" Clare said I a low tone

"Clare you have to tell me what is wrong so I can make you happy" I responded

"ELI I CANT TELL YOU WHAT`S WRONG SO JUST DROP IT!" Clare screamed

I was getting frustrated even more than before. She won`t` tell me what`s wrong and I was furious with myself. I couldn't take this anymore so my only reaction was to hold Clare, even though she didn't want me to touch her. I walked over to the other end of my living room and held her in my arms. She tried pushing me away but I only held her tighter. The more she tried to push the tighter I held her. Clare then burst into tears and screamed the whole time I held her. I finally let her go and she began hitting me on my chest but I only grabbed her wrists and hugged her. That's when she whispered I hate Fitz. I sat on the round wondering why she said this.

"Fitz? What happened with Fitz?" I asked her in fury

"Oh n-nothing happened" she said as if she was lying again

"Clare what happened with Fitz?" i questioned her

"N-nothing happened with Fitz!" She yelled

She turned around and cried silently so I couldn't hear her but I knew she was crying. I was extremely pissed at this point.

"Clare WHAT HAPPENED WITH FITZ" I YELLED IN ANGER

"ELI NOTHING HAPPENED OK NOW STOP TALKING ABOUT IT OK!" She yelled back

"No something happened now tell me" I demanded

"Fitz he he" she stuttered

"He what clare what did he do" I asked one last time before shouting again

"HE RAPED ME" CLARE SHOUTED

I was devastated from the words that spilled from her lips. I was past furious now. How can someone hurt my Clare-bear. All I could think right now was how much I wanted Fitz dead.

What is Eli going to do now that he found out his little clare-bear has been raped by non other then is arch rival Mark "Fitz" Fitzgerald? if you really want to know leave me reviews and ill post up the next chapter :)