Emotion…
I'm not supposed to feel it.
I do though…
Whenever I look at the 'one that's not meant to exist' I do.
She was created for a darkness that isn't there.
After my other shared her heart his darkness combined with the light…
It created 'her'…
For a heartless she isn't that bad.
But she is weak…
Her other does not have darkness…
And so she isn't going to last much longer…
Now that her others heart is back into complete light…
She can't continue to exist…
Yet I stay by her…
I don't want her to go…
I don't understand it…
It's like I want me to die instead of her…
Is this feeling love?
I've only heard of love…
I've heard of it in whispers…
But I've never known how it feels…
But it seems like…
It feels similar to the way the somebodies spoke of it…
"Anti-Sora…" my thoughts were interrupted by a weak call from her. She was lying in the corner, still weak and slowly fading…
She had been for the past few days while her other had returned to complete light.
"Come here…" She choked out. The somebodies don't understand us because we do not speak the language of English, some of us can understand it, but we can't get our tongues to work around English. Instead we talk in another language. This language is not audible to humans.
I stood on all fours, like I usually do, and padded over to where she was laying. She could feel emotion too…just like me. It was odd, but I feel as if it was due to the fact that she had gotten my others darkness, "Yes." I said looking down at her, "Lay down with me." I suddenly felt hot on my face. I didn't understand the strange feeling I was having at the moment. It was like fear, but it wasn't.
"Okay." I said, feeling an urge to lay down my arm around her protectively.
"Anti-Sora…I think…this is the end of my short non-existence here on this planet…"
"No…not yet…" I said, my eyes suddenly felt weird.
"Can I…get closer to you…?" she said, suddenly her eyes betrayed her, she had the emotion nether of us were meant to have in them.
"…Ye…yes…" I said, that strange feeling in my eyes suddenly got worse, and I felt my throat well up, I was struggling to talk.
She cautiously moved closer and so did I…
We didn't understand any of the emotions we were feeling. We weren't supposed to feel them. We weren't supposed to know them.
We cuddled slightly and she said, "Sleep…" and I felt the heat on my face get hotter as she nestled her head slowly under my chin.
I did…we did…and when I woke up…I was all alone…
The end of non-existence…
It always happens to us…
Heartless…
But her non-existence…
Never really was meant to be…
I laid there for a moment before I curled up and felt something hot running down my cheeks, I stopped…strangely I knew what this things were, tears, Tears of the Darkness.