THIS IS MY SECOND STORY, IT JUST CAME TO ME AND I WANTED TO WRITE IT DOWN BEFORE I FORGET THE WORDS JUST LIKE THE FIRST I DON'T HAVE A BETA AND DON'T THINK IM GOING NEED ONE ANYTIME SOON SO SORRY FOR THE MISSSPELLS AND EVERYTHING ELSE… BUT ENJOY IT.. THXS FOR READING

DISCLAIMER: SM OWNS OWN TWILIGHT I JUST PLAY WITH HER PPL FOR MY OWN STORY..

~PAUL POV~

My name is PAUL and this is my story. Im 17 yrs old, about 6'1, brown eyes and black hair. Everyone says I have a very short temper and no patience, fighter. I say that not true I just don't have time for people shits and I defend myself. Im from LA PUSH, WASHINGTION. A senior at the high school on the rez but that's not important. Im getting ready to leave this godforsaken town. Well on with the story.

Watching the sun come up again, made me realize how alone I really am. Didn't need to the watch to tell me I had 45 mins to get ready for school. It being the last week anyways I wasn't really looking forward to showing up all week. I couldn't wait till the final day, my bag was packed already. Not taking anything other than my clothes. Going leave this personal hell of mine and never look back. The only person I would miss is Jared. My best friend since the 3rd grade.

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Pulling up to the school, I saw the boys were here already. Jared, Embry, Quil look worried while Jake saw me , he walked over to me " Hey man, sam disappeared, have you seen him around?"

" If he disappeared, Im doubt anyone has seen him, Jake"

" Alright I just thought I ask, How have you been?"

" Why do you care anyways? About me or Sam?"

Jake shook his head and said " Im not sure but I feel like I should be asking you"

" whatever" I said walking toward the math building. Jared jogged over, swinging his bag over his shoulders. " did jake question you too?"

" yea"

" so is everything set? Did you decide on Friday or Saturday?" he asked as we walked down the hall to trig.

" Yea, Im set dude. don't worry. Im leaving Saturday morning."

As soon as we sat down the bell rang, Mr. Mendez walked in with some papers. He put some assignments on the board for the class to do before he walkd back out. I was already lost in thought wandering why im still sitting here when I could be out there somewhere. 57 boring minutes later the bell rang. The day slowly passed by lunch was finally here, god I was hungry. Ever since the cold I had a couple of weeks ago. My eating boosted up a lot and grew like 5 inches. Which was weird but whatever I guess. Lunch was quiet everyone was in their own bubble that was fine with me I didn't feel like talking to anyone today. Everyday for the next 4 days was going to be unbearable. The only thing Im going think about is the open blacktop. It was going be my ZEN this week.

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On Friday we spent the whole day at first beach, we surfed just me and Jared. After that we sat on the logs that drifted down to the water.

" Im going miss you, your like a brother to me. So be careful."

" I promise" leaving my brother behind was going be hard. But he had family here and I didn't so it made it easier for me to leave.

" What time are you leaving?"

" About 430"

" try and get some sleep. Keep in touch"

I nodded and watch my brother walk away. This might be the last time I ever see him again.

" hey Jared"

" Yea"

" Im going miss ya."

" Me too."

Finally I fell asleep about 11pm. Thinking about the next morning. I get to say goodbye to LA PUSH.

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I got to casper, Wyoming in 4 days. I had already gone thru a quarter of my money. Which was still ok since I wasn't sure where I wanted to go. I rode till the sun went down and took off before the sun came up the next day. By Sunday 8 days into the trip I decide to stop. Somehow I knew I was at the right place in the small town of GLENWOOD, ARKANAS. Found a small place to stay, and went to look for a job the next day. The garage in town was looking for a mechanic, I figured why not.

It wasn't until a month after I came to town when I got sick, atleast that's what I thought. I don't remember much of what happen but I woke up 30 miles out of town. Nor do I remember what day it was and how long I had been out here. Did I black out? When I woke up I noticed I was on the ground so I tried to stand but my legs wouldn't work right. Then I got an itch on my nose when I tried to scratch it.

My HANDS..

WHY WAS I COVERED IN FUR!

-SLIVER FUR-

NO! NO!

I started to say but all I heard was a whine. I turned to see where the noise was coming from. I fell down and tried to curl up into a ball to hide but it wasn't easy. I looked down to see why I couldn't and I saw why. I was covered in fur everywhere. I had a tail to for christ sake. HOLY SHIT! I tried to breathe but I was having a panic attack so I closed my eyes. And slowly inhale and exhaled. Then finally the darkness came and I welcomed it, begging it to get me out of whatever was happening to me.

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1 yr and half later

Running thru the woods at last it was fucking beautiful. Feeling the morning dew on my paws - yup PAWS- was cold but I loved it. I had finally come to terms with what I had become. Remembering what happen when I called Jared about a months after what happen.

-FLASHBACK-

I had brought a cell phone since I was just using the payphones to stay in touch with Jared. I figured since we talk a lot it would be cheaper if I just a phones so I can call from the comfort of my home too. I called Jared to tell him about what was going on. Hopefully he can get some answers for me. I remember some of the legends the elders use to tell at the bonfires but I didn't think it would actually happen right?

"hello'

" jared, its PAUL. How are you man?"

" paul.. PAUL! Are you ok? I was worried I didn't hear from you in a month."

" Im good. Sorry, man, umm I uh got a problem but Im doing better now."

" Are you sure? I mean Sam said-" he stopped himself, almost like he wasn't suppose to say anything " Are you sure your good? Your not feeling weird or have a fever?"

What! Almost like he knew..

" Sam said what? Jared?"

" nothing, he didn't say anything"

" Jared, whats going on? What are you not telling me?"

" Noth- "

" let me see the phone Jared." I heard someone say in the background. Who the hell was that?

" PAUL, its Sam"

" Sam?"

" Yea"

"Whats going on? What is Jared not telling me?"

" Forget about that for now. Paul, I want you to be honest with me. Im going ask you some questions"

" okay"

" Has anything happen to you in the last month. Do you feel anything wrong?"

He knew.. How the hell did he know?..

"Paul are you still there? Uh shit.. Alright, Im just going ask you. Did you phase yet?"

That caught my attention, that one word.

" Phase?"

" Yea. Change into your wolf yet?"

HOLY FUCKING SHIT - he knows-

" How? How do you know that?" I croaked out

" because I phased about a month and half ago"

Month and half ago that's when I left the Rez. What the fuck was going on here?

" since you didn't answer Im going take that as a yes! Now tell me everything that has happen since then. And the day you phased. Then I want you to do exactly as I tell you ok?"

-END FLASHBACK-

After I talk to Sam that day I was relieved that someone knew what was going on. When I asked how Jared knew. Sam told me Jared had phased about 3 weeks ago. Since then I kept in touch with both of them. They were worried about me. The fact that we can phase when we lose our temper or get pushed to far. And with me having the shortest temper, I knew the were worried about phasing in front of people or in the crowd. I told them I havent been out in public too much and kept to myself. Now it was hunting time, I had to feed my bigger half. I wasn't ready to leave, my life here in GLENWOOD was good. I had my own place and the place I worked at I now owned. I couldn't complain about anything.

Later that evening when I finally made it home after a couple of hours in the woods. I was showered and ready to go out and have fun. My buddy johhny was coming to pick me up. I had made friends with him a couple of months after I moved in to town, he was part of the rough crowd. And I had fitted perfectly with them, and he always took care of me in the beginning. Now I was able to take care of myself. Since I phased a lot of changes happen to me, and with working at the shop. My body was nicely muscled and toned to perfection, I was no longer boney but built. Everything about had changed even my voice it was deeper. Johhny finally pulled up, and we were off to the next town over. I had a bad feeling about going tonite, but I wanted to relax. It had been a rough week at work. The party was going good until a fight broke out. Since I was underage I really didn't wanna get caught so I bailed out of there and hitched a ride home. Made it home alil after 4am.

A month after that party, I had this vibe or urge that was telling me it was time to pack up and move back to washingtion. Why I wasn't really sure but I sold my shop and gave up my house. Once again I left with only my clothes. And left when the sun came up. I took my time heading back..

didn't tell anyone I was leaving or coming HOME..

a/n hope you like it. and review it thanks..