It's not gonna be easy, no. It's never that easy.
When you've lost him… No one ever really recovers. They learn. They just learn not to forget. I'll always remember him, I knew that much. He was it. He was the one. I don't know why he would leave me like this, all alone… I'm never going to forget today, never. I just… I just can't believe… My Aaron. My Aaron… Of all the things to go wrong.
Aaron. Why couldn't you have stayed…? For me? I miss you, so much. My heart feels like it's gone. I can't really… Do anything anymore. I don't want to do anything. But I have to.
I have to keep going, for my dad, for Montgomery. I can't leave them, all alone. I can't let another girl or boy be dead, and not have the right killer be found. No… I have to go on for them. I'll be strong… I promise. I promise myself and I promise everyone else in my life, I'll be strong through this. I can't let this get to my entire life. I'll move on… One day.
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A/N: Hahaa, I love story writing :)
It's my first Castle one, and I haven't really gotten to know Beckett as well. Besides, Kate Beckett is a hard girl to write about. She's not well understood, she's mysterious. She doesn't give her heart out to people a lot, so it's hard to even write about that kinda stuff for me. Sorry, LOL. So. Review? ;)