Summary: Kaede and Ruka have just graduated and Kaede and Ruka always talked about getting married after high school. To Kaede's shock, Ruka abandons her for his family business. What happens when Kaede finds out she's pregnant? Will Ruka and Kaede ever met or fall in love again or this the end?

Changed Summary: Ruka Nogi, a cheerful, kind, and loving person before high school finished. Now he has changed drastically and for the worse. Ruka Nogi, rich cold-hearted playboy heir used to date Kaede Yukihara, Mikan's cousin and shared heir to Yukihara Corporations. They promised to get married but Ruka leaves Kaede to satisfy and become heir of Nogi Corporations. Kaede becomes pregnant with his child but he wants nothing to do with it or Kaede. Five years go by and there the two ex-lovers meet with the help of their child. Will feeling that both buried deep inside rise again or will they always be just ex-lovers? Also big problem Kaede thinks she's sorta moved on from Ruka. Ruka seems like he wants to go back to the days when they were together. Oh what a love-hate relationship. Will they be able to ever settle the difference or is all over for them?

"Ruka!" I hug my boyfriend of four years, Ruka. I tuck my dark blonde hair back and look at Ruka with my jade green eyes. He looked agitated and upset. What is he not telling me? We just got out of high school last week and he called me to go to the beach but he seems really upset.

"Kaede, how are you today?" He is acting weird too. He would normally give me a hug too and not let go until I convince him to. He would pick me up and twirl me around. He would give a cheek on the kiss. He would do at one of those things and the hug.

"I'm fine but Ruka what's wrong?" I ask. Ever since the night, we had sex together. He has been avoiding me. It wasn't obvious at first but he would slowly stop doing things we did together with me. I hope I didn't do anything to make him upset.

"Maybe we should talk about that later." I know Ruka and I know he won't talk about it later her is just trying to avoid the subject.

"No. We have to talk about it now or else I'm going home." I was being unreasonably but I know he wouldn't unless I acted like this. He sighs.

"Kaede, you know I love you more than anything right?" I stopped every thought in my head as he said this. Oh my god he is going to break up with me.

"Yeah." My voice cracks as I say it uncertainly. He sighs again.

"I am so sorry Kaede but my parents want me to work with them at the family company. I can't have a relationship while I'm there with people from the outside." I didn't understand what he meant at first and I realized he kept my secret I asked him. Not telling anyone I was a Yukihara. My cousin, Mikan and me as the shared heirs of the company. No one knows this besides very few people.

"Ruka you could have told them. They are your family." I am hoping that what he said was what he meant.

"My parents know who you are but they have a fiancé for me and don't want me dating you anymore." He reveals the truth I didn't want to hear at all.

"That's fine, Ruka. I'm going home." I run to my sleek black sports car that has a removable roof and I just got in locked the car and cried there for a while. I ignored all my calls and cries of my name. After fifteen minutes of crying and mentally slapping myself for being an idiot, I drove away to my cousin and my shared condominium. It was the size of huge house. I walk with my face down and I wore huge sunglasses. I didn't want anyone to know I was crying. I walk up and I ignore anyone talking to me. It wasn't normal behavior but I wasn't feeling the most cheerful at the moment. I walk straight into the condo. My cousin soon attacks me as she shakes me by my shoulder. Screaming at me in an understandable speak.

"Where the hell have you been? I have been calling you. Ruka is worried about you. He called me saying you weren't answering any of his calls. What the hell happened, Kaede?" Mikan was extremely mad at me. I trying not to cry again but she said his name and I didn't want to be reminded of him at the moment. I know I not going to be able to hold back them for long.

"I was in my car crying. Ruka broke up with me cuz his family doesn't think I am a good enough person for him." I broke down after that sentence crying hysterically. Mikan's gaze softens and she hugs me. I know he didn't say exactly that but it was exact what he meant but nicer.

"What asshole of parents." She doesn't make any sense but it makes me laugh as she laughs with me. She walks me to the couch and lets me sit there. I was so depressed and sad but what else can I be when I lost the person I love. I just sit there and Mikan comes with my favorite ice cream; COOKIE DOUGH. I love that so much but I just want to drown in my own tears right now.

"Here trust me it will help. When Natsume broke up with the first time I just eat my ice cream it makes you feel better trust me." I wasn't the one to be dumped. I was the dumper but it just hurts so much. I feel terrible to the guys I dumped. I just took the ice cream from her and I started to eat it. It definitely made me feel tons better. That reminds me, my cousin really needs to talk to her boyfriend, Natsume. He and she are always breaking up. They truly love each but the get into petty fights and then break up but then they get back together the next day. I think that if they do get married that they will be always filing for divorce. Ruka and I used to be the ones to get them together again. I sigh and the tears come back. The pain is just so painful and full of angst. I remember when Ruka and I first meet.

He was talking to Natsume about something. Mikan was showing me around and I was doing well until she showed me the second floor and I lost her. I kept walking around looking for her. I pulled out my phone to call her but I bumped into someone sending my phone toward the ground. I apologized and the person grabbed my phone and handed it to me. He smiled and asked if I was new. I told him I was a good friend of Mikan because if any reason the school finds out she is a Yukihara and then everyone will I'm one too and one of us has to be unknown to the public's eyes as a Yukihara. He told me that he was a good friend of Mikan and he finished the tour for Mikan as she went to through the whole tour before she noticed I lost her. He and I quickly became friends, I was always grabbing Mikan from killing Natsume, and Ruka was doing the same with Natsume. After three months being in the school, he asked me out and I said yes cuz I liked him from the moment I bumped into him. He and I had four good years together. I will love him even if end up marrying someone. He will always be the person I love the most. I am crying again. I miss him so much. I want him to come back and tell me he was lying and he loved and he didn't mean it but I know that he won't come and say that. He won't ever come back.

Chapter end

A/N I know my other stories are on hold until my editor can finish editing them but I had this wrote this quick for all the people reading the stories. I am really sorry but she is trying to juggle it with summer school. She is in summer school cuz she was gone from school too long bcuz she kept getting sick so she is trying to make it up there but anyway. I am getting close to having my stories edited. Yesterday was her birthday. I should be able to upload really soon. I am super sorry. I think My other GA story can be updated very soon (YEA! YES!)but My TMM story has some changes and she is editing that story. I AM SOOO SORRY. I am going into high school so I am very busy. I have tons of summer homework and things like that. I also have tons of people I haven't seen in FOREVER (practically) and I am trying to spend some time with them (even if it is really little) My friend is an IDIOT AND LOST MY FLASH DRIVE but she has my stories safe but my other stories I wasn't planning on publishing and keeping personal are gone plus SHE IS SICK (who get's in the summer besides me cuz of allegries) and whens he's sick she is SOOO lazy like I- want- to- slap- some -sense- into- her lazy. She does nothing besides call me and complain or tell how terrible she feels. At the most random hours too. like yesterday i was sleeping and i need to sleep and wake up earlier today so she calls me at THREE IN THE MORNING to tell me how her nose hurts and how she can't sleep. she was talking to me for an hour straight. i want to hang up on her but two reasons 1) she will call back or come to my house knocking and i don't want my dad swinging his baseball bat at her randomly. 2) We (our group of friends) made a pack and we have to respect our needs when we are sick. She normally isn't annoying or anything she is I- want- to- kill- you- and- hide- the- body annoying. So please suffer through it with me. I AM SOOO SORRY!