Logan couldn't believe it, he suddenly awoke in the middle of night in his resthouse at martha's vineyard He is having the same nightmares since 3 weeks after that day, the day which he is calling now as the ultimate betrayal. He couldn't say, what happened during that dinner, he remembered Colin and Finn prying for info what happened that night in the later days after that day mate,what the hell, why are you being so moppy and gloomy these days?" Finn is shouting in his ear while he is nursing his scotch,but he paid no heed to his barking.
"stop it logan, you can't drink like this forever, you are giving finn a run for his money, in alcohol consumption fest, atleast stop drinking for Finn's sake" Colin cried.
He is just drinking himself to the oblivion trying to numb his pain,how could she do this to him and is now blaming him for all that happened in the past.
Colin's face brightened as if he has just won a lottery ticket and asked him "you screwed up, din't you,
she broke with you, now i am understanding everything, her absence and your insufferable attitude"
"what did you do?, to break up with her, she is a good addition to our group and you let her out your hands by screwing up,come on what did you do?, and she is not lifting our calls as well, atleast we can do damage control" colin is literally begging, implying that she is the queen of their group.
ofcourse they will blame him, because he is known for screwing up. Sinking yatchs, gallivanting around europe and most recently that boat theft with her, even though it was her idea.
He is sick of everything, his friends blaming him for the break-up and girls throwing into him realising he broke with needed alone time, time to bring himself up, rebuild his broken walls for his own safety so that no one can barge into his life as her again.
So here he is in martha's vineyard trying to enjoy the alone time and having nightmares.