I am Who I am

I do not own Glee, it's characters, it's dialogue or musical compositions. I do not own any music that is being used in the fiction, it belongs to the singer and or songwriter. I own my plot and characters.

As always my fictions are chalked full of Finchel Smut. If you can't handle it this is not for you. Chris is the main focus of this story along with his parents. The other kids will feature in a small capacity.

The story will follow Glee Canon, but will contain some AU. I have not abandoned my other story I will write simultaneously

Chapter One: Being a Hudson

Christopher Hiram Hudson rolled over in his bed that has shrunk in his opinion over the last few months. His mom says he grew, but he thinks she's wrong. Okay so maybe she's not. It has been really difficult getting use to this bigger, taller body. They all knew he'd be tall, his dad is 6'4"for goodness sake. But damn why does he have to be so long. Chris has been tripping over his new length since 8th grade ended. Now to top off this wonderful growth spurt and awkward summer, his dad retired. That's not bad enough, no the Hudson parents have decided that they should move to little ole Lima Ohio. "It's a great place to grow up Chrissy." His mom says. "You'll like it, it's the high school I met your mom at and where I set all-time records on the grid iron" He dad contributed.

Okay, here's the thing. Chris knows how lucky he has it. His dad was the starting Quarterback for the New York Giants for the last 11 years. His mom has starred in four Broadway shows, Funny Girl, Evita, Oklahoma and an original lead in Glee the musical. She also has three Tony awards. So he really hasn't wanted for much in his 14 years on this earth.

He has two sisters Isabella Carole 12, Aiyana Grace 8, and he has a little brother Cullen Finn 4. Really he knows how lucky he is. But what he doesn't get is why his parents want to ruin his life before it gets started. So he's dramatic like his mother, it's what Uncle Blaine always says. He just doesn't want to start a new school. He knows the kids are only going to like him because who his dad is. He has had to weed out the real friend from the fake since he was 7 years old. He's dad is a big deal he gets that, I mean he did just beat Peyton Manning again in the super bowl, but he wants to be liked for Chris, not for being Finn Hudson's son. Most definitely he did not want girls liking him because his mom is THE RACHEL HUDSON. How can he define himself in this new school with the last name Hudson?

Chris swings his long legs off the bed and pulls on the sweat pants that had been abandoned when he went to bed last night. He pads downstairs of his new house in Lima Summit. It's the fanciest neighborhood in Lima. Big Houses, big yard, big pools, yada, yada, yada. It's big, he gets it. He misses their New York City penthouse. It was perfect. He has already had to find Cullen five times since they moved here because he got lost in the big house.

He feels like he's in the big house. Alright there he goes being dramatic again. It's not like he's in prison, he just a little hesitant to venture out into the neighborhood, because he knows the town is a buzz with the Hudson's moving back. There were paparazzi and fans lined up on the outside of the house two months ago when they moved in. Chris has pretty much stayed within the house or out by the pool. Got to get some color before school starts.

Chris finally makes it to the kitchen to find his mom by the stove, his sisters setting the table, Cullen yelling he's hungry, he's a Hudson, and he's always hungry and Dad sitting reading the paper. Typical Saturday morning at Chez Hudson.

"Good Morning Chrissy" Mom says. "Mom, I've asked you to please refrain from using that nickname. I don't like it. It makes me sound like a baby." Chris responds

"Sorry, Mr. Grumpy pants" his mom says grabbing his face to plant a wet sloppy kiss to his cheek.

"Mom really" Chris says aggravated.

"Hey, that's no way to speak to your mother, Christopher, and if she want to kiss you she can. She gained 50 pound and was in labor for 3 days with you. Show her the appreciation she deserves." Finn speaks from above his newspaper. Whenever one of them got a little bit aggravated with Rachel's affection Finn would tell them how muc, h weight she gained and how long she was in labor with them. His parents are very affectionate. Sometime Chris thinks they are the horny 14 year olds.

"Sorry mom" Chris says sheepishly. "It's okay baby, I'll try not to call you Chrissy. But don't get mad if I slip up once in a while. You're just getting so big, you're not my little boy anymore, and you are becoming a young man." Rachel relays.

Breakfast was served. The conversation flowed until the subject of school came up. The girls were giddy to be starting a new school. They'd be attending Lima Elementary. Third grade for Aiyana and seventh grade for Isabella. Cullen would be attending a half a day of preschool. "I excwited fo scoo daddy" Cullen tells Finn. "I know little man, you're gong to be so smart" Finn scoops up his youngest son blowing a raspberry on his belly. "Top it daddy, I tickle too mush". Rachel laughs along with the other kids. "Okay daddy, Cullen needs to be cleaned up. Come on little man lets wash your face" Rachel puts Cullen back in his chair and washes his face.

Finn turns to Chris and asks "Aren't you excited to be starting freshman year?" Chris shrugs his shoulders.

Finn sends the other kids out of the room. "Izzy, take Aiyana and Cullen to watch a movie or color" he tells his daughter. "You got it daddy" she stands up kisses her dad on cheek before grabbing her little brothers hand and tugging her little sister out to the media room. "Come on you two lets watch Frozen, that woman who sings like grandma Shelby is in it." Izzy takes the two younger Hudson's and leaves.

"What's wrong buddy, you can tell me." Finn prods.

"It's just….It's….I don't' know" Chris stammers

"You afraid you won't make friends? Girls won't like you? Subject material too tough?" Rachel peppers her son with questions.

"No…No It's not that, it's just. I don't want them to know who I am." Chris finally spits out.

"What do you mean" His dad looks at him

"I mean, people don't see Chris Hudson, they see Finn and Rachel Hudson's son." Chris explains. Rachel gives Finn a knowing glance.

"Hey, buddy. If they don't like you for you they aren't worth having as a friend. You know that. We've always taught you to be you, because that's enough. We don't want you to have a difficult time. Tell me what would make you more at ease." Finn inquires.

"Don't get mad." Chris says looking at his mom and dad. "Of course not sweetie" Rachel assures him. "Idontwanttousehudsonasmylastname" Chris mumbles.

"What was that" Finn looks pointedly at his eldest son.

Chris blew out a sigh. "I don't want to use Hudson as my last name." Rachel looks disappointedly at her son and Finn just looks hurt. "See that's why I didn't want to say anything. Dad looks like I kicked his puppy and mom just looks disappointed."

"Well I am disappointed. We are proud of the Hudson name. Your dad and I have worked our entire lives to make that name something to be proud of and now you want to poo poo it." Rachel is exasperated. They both look to Finn.

"I understand" Finn says. Rachel looks astonished. Finn has always been so fierce when it has come to the Hudson name, because of his father and he understands.

"What the Hell?" Rachel lets out

"No, Rach, I get it. You want people to like you for you, not because your dad played for the Giants. If that's what you want, I can't blame you." Finn says

"Dad, I am very proud to be your son and a Hudson, but you remember in New York. Those one guys who pretended to like me just so they and their dads could meet you to go to games in a skybox. They didn't want to be my friend. I was an end to them. Then there was that girl I met a camp, she was cool until she knew who my mom was. Then it was all Rachel Hudson this, and is your mom the best singer or what. She forgot about Chris. It's not fair that I have to hide who I am, but until I know that I'm liked for me and not for who my parents are I'd rather not take that chance. "Chris explains and looks at his dad with apologizing eyes.

Finn looks into his son's eyes, it's like looking in a mirror, Chris look exactly like Finn. "I'll make you a deal. The first semester, that's six weeks, we will let you use Gram's last name. Then after the six weeks if you have friends and you feel like they are genuine we can go back to your real name."

Chris smiles and hugs his dad "Really, you're not like disappointed. I mean I'm not embarrassed of who I am far from it. Thanks dad you're the greatest." Chris get up to play Halo on the Xbox one with his friends from NYC.

"Finn, are you sure? This might not go over too well. Especially since she works there" Rachel asks.

"Rach, you've got to put that behind us babe, that was years and years ago. She's probably not even the same person."

"I doubt she's changed Finn, she was horrible in high School and what she did while we were in College. She tried to ruin your life with a kid that wasn't even yours. Then tried to convince you..." Rachel blows her hair out of her eyes while getting up to clear the dishes. Finn gently grabs her wrist and pulls her to his lap.

"Well lucky I had this beautiful, sexy and talented best friend who was looking out for me and saved me and what she did in college didn't work. I love you baby, and nothing that woman can do will ever break up Finchel. She is insignificant to our lives, has been for over 15 years. Let it go, for me" Finn pouts.

"You never cease to amaze me Finn Hudson. You have such a forgiving heart. I love you too baby." Rachel grabs his cheeks and kisses his mouth. Finn rubs his hands up and down her back. Finding the hem of her shirt he puts his hand underneath working his way back up to grab her perky boob. Rachel moans into his mouth.

"OMG! Can you two not get it on at the kitchen table? It's gross and you will scar my sisters and brother" Chris says as he walks to the fridge to grab some Gatorade for his Halo marathon.

"I thought you were in your room. I'm sorry your mom is a super-hot MILF. I can't keep my hands off of her" Finn teases his son, then continues kissing his wife. Rachel giggling the whole time.

"First Ewee, never say that again and second I'm going now. I'll be in there for a while or I get hungry whichever comes first." Chris says shaking his head at his parents mumbling about gross old people sex as he leaves the room.

"He'll be down in a half hour" Rachel laughs while Finn is grabbing her up to throw her over his shoulder. "Plenty of time to have my way with you wife." Finn says. "The dishes, Finn! "Rachel yells as Finn ignores her continuing his way up the stairs to the master bedroom. "Will still be there when I'm done with you, and if you're a real good wife, I'll even help you." Finn jokes.

"Well how can I say no" she flirts. "You can't" Finn says closing the door of their bedroom. He smoothly puts Rachel down onto the bed. Lifting her shirt over her head. Taking her boob into his mouth he begins tugging at the dusky nipple with his teeth, gaining an appreciative moan from her.

She pulls Finn's shirt off of his torso and pulls him to her. They quickly shed the rest of their morning clothes. Finn hovering above his wife "I Love you" he tells her pushing into her with his hot erection. Rachel gasps, after all these years his size still causes her so much pleasure when he enters her. Adjusting to his girth, Rachel starts to move her hips signaling to Finn it's time to set a pace.

Finn finds the rhythm they've perfected over the years. Thrust in and out. Move up and down. In and out Push and pull. He is thrust inside of her while loving the top of her chest with his mouth and tongue. "Mmm Finn!" Rachel mewls. "Fuck Rach" Finn grunts. He's thrusting when he feels her clenching around his length, she close, he picks up her leg swinging it over his hip to get a deeper angle hitting the spot buried deep within her walls. "FInnn!" Rachel screams, He totally knows where to go to send her over the cliff. Her walls flitter with her orgasm trigger his own. Finn cums deep inside of his wife groaning "FUCKKKK" as he rides the wave of ecstasy with her.

They catch their breaths. Finn removes himself from her, then picks her up heading to the shower. He puts her on the floor of the bathroom. Turning on the shower, he never takes his eyes off the tiny woman in front of him. "Do you even know what you do to me? Even after all these years. My favorite place is buried between your thighs." Finn picks her up and slides his returned hard on into her already waiting wet pussy. Without losing the connection Finn steps into the shower, pinning Rachel up against the wall, continuing to plunge into his wife. Her sensitive center is a blaze as Finn pounds into her. They cum together once more. Finn puts Rachel down and they help each other wash.

"I love you Finn. Thank you for the life you've given me" Rachel says watching him leave the bedroom to check on the kids.

Finn turns to his love "I Love you too, babe, and we made this life together. I couldn't be Finn if I didn't have my Rachel. I'll check the little ones and start on the dishes." Finn closes the door so Rachel can finish getting ready for the day.

On Monday morning Rachel goes to the high school and Registers Christopher as Christopher H. McMann, explaining to Mrs. Shuester what they had agreed upon at home with their son. Mrs. Shuester agreed to help keep Chris's real identity a secret.

Rachel was very skeptical that this was going to work. Chris was the spitting image of Finn. With her there and not knowing if she would make problems for them she was worried. Worried for her son, worried for her husband. Just worried. One things for sure whatever comes their way they will face it together because they are the Hudson's.

This is my new story Please Read and Review. Reviews are love.

This is going to be very close to cannon.