Just a little one-shot cause I'm borrrrreddd. Might turn into more if you all like it. REVIEEEEEEEEWWWWW! Please? Continue? Yes? No? Maybe so?
I suddenly got nervous. Like I did whenever I was about to go on stage. I should be used to this by now right? I had been performing in front of large audiences for about a year right? Nobody here knew about my wings. Nobody ever will. Besides my band and... him, of course. Which is the Flock. Iggy is the lead guitarist. Gazzy the drums. Nudge is the bass, Angel keyboards and me. Well I'm the lead singer. I have a stage name though. I'm not stupid enough to actually use my REAL name. Who do you think I am? As I step into the spotlight, I hear the crowd calling my name and I feel the butterflies in my stomach. Well hear goes nothing.
"How is everbody tonight?" I yell into the microphone. They all erupt into cheers. I'm fine once I start to sing. Tonight, I'm singing a song to Fang. About how I'm getting stronger and how I'll be fine without him. Even though I'm not. I'm still dying inside, but why would that matter to him?
"That's great! I'm gonna be singing a song called 'A Little Bit Stronger by Sara Evans! How's that sound?" Again they erupt into cheers. "This is for a very special person and if he wouldn't have left, well I wouldn't be here today!" I say. "Are you ready?" They scream.
Woke up late today
and I still feel
the sting of the pain
but I brush my teeth anyway
got dressed
through the mess
and put a smile on my face.
I love this song. It shows my exact emotions. I always get stronger and I wake up and make it through the day. Gradually getting stronger.
I got a little bit stronger
Ridin in the car to work
and I'm
tryin to ignore the hurt
so I turned on the radio
stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for a minute
but then I changed it.
I'm gettin a little bit stronger.
Just a little bit stronger.
And I'm done hopin
that we can work this out
I'm done with how it feels
spinnin my wheels
lettin you
drag my heart around
and ohhh"
and I'm done thinkin
that you could
ever change
I know my heart
will never be the same
but I'm tellin myself
I'll be okay
even on my weakest days
It's so true. My heart will never be the same. Unless he comes back home and I decide to forgive him, but trust is like paper. Once you crumple it, it will never be perfect again. And Fang, he betrayed me. Lost my trust. So I lied. It will never be the same. Ever.
I get a little bit stronger
Doesn't happen overnight
but you
turn around
and a months gone by
and you realized
you haven't cried
I'm not given you
an hour
or a second
or another minute longer
I'm busy gettin stronger.
And one day, I'll be healed. Not fully, but most of the way. And when that one day comes, I'll be able to find love again.
And I'm done hopin
that we can work this out
I'm done with how it feels
spinnin my wheels
lettin you
drag my heart around
and ohhh"
and I'm done thinkin
that you could
ever change
I know my heart
will never be the same
but I'm tellin myself
I'll be okay
even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
Getting along without you baby,
I'm better off without you baby,
How does it feel with out me baby?
I'm getting stronger without you baby.
I have to say, the first line isn't true. I'm not getting along. I'm still in pain. On the inside. But no one can see past my barrier. I will never let it break.
And I'm done hopin
that we can work this out
I'm done with how it feels
spinnin my wheels
lettin you
drag my heart around
and ohhh"
and I'm done thinkin
that you could
ever change
I know my heart
will never be the same
but I'm tellin myself
I'll be okay
even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
I'm just a little bit stronger
A little bit,
a little bit
a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger.
And when I look up at the crowd, I see who this song is about. He is in the front row, looking up at me. I mouth one word 'Fang' and run off the stage.
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