Why did I let Iz talk me into this? I asked myself when I walked through the doors to " The House". This is where I am supposed to find true love. I don't believe that kind of stuff, not with my ex Sebastian anyways.

Flashback (One month earlier)

I knocked on his apartment door in Brooklyn. He answered the door. Eyes red and puffy, probably from weed. Or worse.

"What do you want Clary?" He said when he got to the door. "You know this isn't our day right."

" Yeah I know, but I just wanted to talk. It will only take a minute. If it's not a good time then I can come on our day." I said rapidly not wanting to upset him even before I was going to end this. Just then another voice chipped in,

" Sebby! Come on, I want you to come back inside." I wasn't an idiot, I could hear the seductiveness in her voice. Just another reason I was here. I sighed.

" Let's talk out here." He said. Right when he was going to close the door. He yelled inside,

" Be there in a minute."

" I'm waiting for you." The voice yelled back.

" Who's that?" I asked.

" A friend." He said nonchalantly. I took a deep breath. I can feel the tension in the air. This is going to suck. I looked at my watch. Three minutes till Alec and Izzy come save me. Iz, my roommate, knew how he is and told me I should break up with him a year ago. I didn't listen and I regret it, so much. I told him that we should wait, to you know, and that I wasn't ready. He didn't like it but still wanted to date me, so I let him. A year and a half later I woke up screaming, feeling disgusting. I realized he was...taking something from me I didn't want him to. After that it took me half a year to tell Izzy. She helped me get help and we went to this group of people who had been through the same situation as me. She wanted me to move out of his place and into her apartment. When I told him he became abusive and set up specific dates and times that I could see him. I should've known he was sleeping with other girls. I guess I stayed with him because I was scared and he still has my stolen something.

" Okay. I am going straight to the point because you have a friend here." His angular face relaxed when I said this because he probably wanted to get back to his bimbo. I'll gladly let him. He just stared blankly at me. I looked back at my watch, two minutes.

" I'm breaking up with you." I said quickly and quietly.

"What." He hissed. I winced.

" I said, I'm breaking up with you!" I nearly yelled. He took a step back, his beautiful face cringed.

" What do you mean, breaking up with me?" He said rubbing his forehead, wrinkling and un-wrinkling it.

" I'm done Sebastian. I know you've been sleeping with other girls, and doing drugs, and you raped me." I whispered the last part.

" CLARISSA! I DID NOT RAPE YOU, YOU WANTED THAT, YOU WANT ME!" He yelled. I noticed his hands clenched into fists and immediately my heart dropped. I looked at my watch. One minute fifteen seconds.

" WHY DO YOU KEEP LOOKING AT YOUR WATCH?"

" BECAUSE I AM COUNTING THE SECONDS TILL I CAN LEAVE YOU AND YOUR HOE!" Shit, I shouldn't have said that. Sometimes I hate my stubbornness.

" YOUR A BITCH YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT!" He was now in my face. I cowered and stayed quiet. Forty five seconds. He must've seen me look at my watch, he grabbed my wrist and threw me across the small hallway. I knocked over a small table with a vase of dead flowers over and had small cuts on my exposed skin. He took the base of the vase which had not fully broken. The ends sharp. I saw my watch. 10... He took two steps closer. 9...8...7...He was standing right over my limp body, sore from being thrown. 6...5...4... I heard taps coming down the stairs 3...He arm was raised 2…

" I loved you Clarissa but know I want you dead." He said. 1... Alec and Izzy came running down the stairs. Alec grabbed his arm and shoved him against the wall. He brought Magnus to, he was punching him in the face. I smiled with blood came out of his mouth and nose. It wasn't red though, more of black. I let it go.

" THIS IS FOR TOUCHING MY BISCUIT YOU ASSHOLE!" Magnus was yelling at the already unconscious Sebastian. Alec stopped Magnus' fist and told him that was enough. While I was watching the pair, Izzy came over and took my head in her lap smiling down at me.

" Clary, I was so worried when I heard you scream and thuds... I thought we might get here too late. I love you Clary and I am so proud of you for losing his ass." I smiled but exhaustion came over me and I lay asleep in her lap.

Okay so I'm changing a lot and rewriting because my old stuff was trash. I am going to try and be more detailed etc. I might change some of the plot because I rushed into all the matches. I am also going to change some. So yah. Byee