Author's note:

this is my first ever story...haha hope that you'll be nice to me all...I was kinda upset while writing this so enjoy!Bayaw!! hahah pasenyahe lang!! hahah mga sizh! nyahaha I can't believe this! heheh

EPOV

Days have past so fast. I can't realize that things will forever change and I have lost my chance to save her. There is nothing I can do to alter the past. She, my angel, my Bella is gone.

I knew that death will come. Why didn't I change her to become one of us? It has been 85 years when I meet her. I never knew that a man could love a woman with such a strong emotion.

We were happy but then, James and his coven came to destroy everything. Bella was so close in becoming a vampire. I didn't want her to have this kind of life. The only way I could do, to prevent her exposure to us, was to leave. So, she could have a normal life. A HUMAN LIFE.

6 months after we left her...

Alice saw a vision of Victoria and Laurent coming back seeking for vengeance. We all came back just in time to save her. It was excruciating for the 6 months I was not with her. We decided to go live back in Forks. We got married. Our feelings forever never changed it only increased to the highest level.

I know that she was growing old, weak and dying. And I have wasted so many decades ignoring this fact.

She died in my arms...

Flash back

I turned around to see a smile on my wife, "Edward, don't go."

"Of course Bella, I will not leave you. I love you" I answered and returned her smile.

"You are my only love, I love you too..."Bella's voice croaked

"Hush now, love. You need your rest."

She was moving her head left to right... "No, I know I have little time left" her voice was barely a whisper, and no average human can ever hear it unless,s you put you ear so close to her mouth...

"Don't say such things, nothing will happen" I know that was a lie, I was trying to convince myself that nothing will happen... I can't live without her.

Moving her head left to right, she sighed and a weak smile was on her face. "I love you. You are my miracle. I will miss you..." with those words, she was gone from me forever...

End of flashback

It has been a week since she died. I didn't have the heart to burry her but Alice insisted.

"Come on, Edward. It has been hard on us all. We have to let her live in peace where ever she is now."

Nodding was my answer in agreement. Bella will be buried this afternoon.

Beside the coffin there were flowers, Freesia, lavender and white roses...it was time to say my last message... I walked near the open coffin, seeing her wrinkled face, her skin so pale and cold, her hair is now silver. But even at those physical features, she really looked beautiful. Nothing has changed for me.

As I stand, I opened a piece of paper. As I said my last message, images of her youth came rushing to my mind.

I never thought you'll be gone

But now, that you have left

I am alone with no one to share it

Sad and crying, waiting for you to wake up

When will that day come?

I want you to wake up to be with us again

I wish I could change anything at all

You are the best of everything for me

No body can ever replace you in my heart

Even if you are gone

You will be there where ever I go.

Good Bye Bella