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Hey again , this is just a little post Reichenbach thing I've had in my mind for the past week . What John texts Sherlock after the fall.

Nothing important . Not Beta-d sorry for any mistakes :/ and anything you recognise is obv. Not mine

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I won't say goodbye Sherlock.

You're not dead , I won't believe it.

This is another of your stupid tricks to prove how clever you are isn't it?

Well , wow ,we are all astonished , almost everyone's convinced . Not me though.

You can come back now . I'm at the flat . Our flat . Bring milk .

You didn't come home last night Sherlock . Or for the past 2 weeks. Was it something I said ?

Oh god. It's been almost 2 months now . You're not coming back are you?

I'm sorry . I didn't come to the funeral . You weren't there though . Not really .

Today Mrs Hudson and I cleared out the fridge . The thumbs were beginning to smell . I cried . Greg brought flowers . I binned them.

The flat isn't the same without you and Mrs Hudson . She staying at her sister's - can't handle the peace .

I might follow suit , stay with Harry for a while . She's better now . Finished rehab .

Your violin needs dusting . I keep hearing it playing . Also I see why the red dressing gown was your 2nd best . The blue one is much comfier .Hope you don't mind I brought it from the flat . I can't deal with there right now .

I'm sorry I haven't texted in a while. Thought you'd be annoyed . I'm sorry Sherlock, I'm sorry for being frustrating. Sorry . Please .

I'll stop going for drinks with Lestrade , I know that annoys you .
*annoyed .

My blog's losing followers . Remember how you hated it ?

One of the homeless called for you today . I slammed the door in his face . He came back later with the name of the cologne you used to wear . I gave him some tea.

I punched Anderson today , broke his nose. You'd be proud. They still ask me on cases , as if you've just disappeared.

They're forgetting you Sherlock, the bastards . Even Mycroft . He's got himself a new lover . Sebastian or whatever . I wanted to punch him too , but I'd be jailed for life or whatever . I wouldn't care . I don't have one without you . The whirlwind .

My limp's getting worse and worse .

I never will forget you Sherlock . You were the best man . The most human man . I owe you too much to forget my best friend .

The cologne still reminds me of you . Feel like I'm cheating though . Haven't washed your dressing gown .

Sorry I've been away for so long . Mrs Hudson's not coming back . She sold me the flat . She can't be there without you . Neither can I . She's going to take care of her sister now . In leeds .

It's been 3 years.

Everyone's leaving . Mrs Hudson , Lestrade left the yard . Said it was useless . Molly too , she couldn't cope .
You left Sherlock .

Stop it . Stop leaving . Stop being dead . Stop invading my head . For me?

You left me .

Come back .

We need each other .

I need you .

I want you here . Just to talk .

I love you , Sherlock . I love you .

- To you I belong , however time may wear me away - SH