"Never in my life did I see someone who hates themselves so much."


Seishou Highschool. A school that is attended by Nanoha Takamachi and her friends, a school that received a new transfer student in the start of the second semester has arrived. The transfer student was a talk in the school. No one knows if the student was a boy or a girl. No one knows what kind of person it was or where she came from, the only thing they were told was she was transferring at this school.

Nanoha Takamachi. A resident of Uminari City, a student of Seishou High School and an auburn-haired cheerful girl with a side pony tail. Her group of friends consists of a perverted joker, Hayate Yagami, the blonde tsundere, Arisa Bannings and the innocent one, Suzuka Tsukimura. The group is also interested on this transfer student.

This certain transfer student will be transferring at Nanoha's class. The class was so excited to meet the transfer student. Every single one of them had expectations to the transferring student, like she would be beautiful, smart and perfect. Expectations and gossips were everywhere about the child.

The bell rang and the students went back to their seats. The students eagerly waited for their teacher to come and introduce the transfer student. The teacher finally entered the room. The class greeted the teacher and sat down.

"I know that you guys have been talking about the new transfer student." Signum stated. "All of you will meet her now." The students suddenly became noisy, saying things like: the "transferee is a girl?" "Is she beautiful?" "Why did she transfer?" Etc. Etc. "Students, be quiet! Testarossa you can come in now."

The door opened revealing a blonde girl with twin tails. The blonde girl stood in place and looked at the students. "I am Fate Testarossa" she paused and rolled her eyes. "...Harlaown." Fate frowned.

Signum looked at the child and chopped her head. "Where are your manners? Go sit on that empty chair. Takamachi, take care of her." Nanoha flinched. She can't believe she would be taking care of the transferee. Fate gave everyone a cold stare before she went to her seat.

'Wah... Such cold eyes.' "Um.. I'm Nanoha Takamachi, nice to meet you." Nanoha greeted the girl sitting beside her with a smile. Fate just stared at her and ignored her. 'What the heck, she just ignored me but those eyes aren't alive at all. 'Gotta try befriending this girl later at recess.' Nanoha giggled.


Recess time

As expected when a transferee arrives, everyone was interested in knowing the blonde. Mostly everyone in the classroom gathered around her and fired her with questions. Fate wasn't fazed in the situation she is in. Instead of entertaining the crowd, she chose to ignore them.

"Now, now everyone, please ask her one by one. She can't answer all your questions at once." Hayate said.

"Class rep. Then you go ask her a question first."

"Ok then." Hayate faced Fate. "Hello there. Want to go on a date with me?" Hayate winked at her but Fate just stared her at went back reading the book she was reading. "Ack! I got ignored! This can't be happening. Did my charisma get lower?" Hayate said while posing dramatic poses.

"Hayate you don't ask someone so suddenly about that." Suzuka said.

"Suzuka, don't bother with her. She is stupid." Arisa remarked.

One by one they asked Fate a question but again, she just ignored it until someone asked the wrong question.

"Hey, where did you get that scar on your eye?" A girl asked. Hearing this question, Fate's eyes widen and touched the scar on her left eye. Fate showed a pained expression but was hiding it. Nanoha noticed this so she told the students to not ask questions anymore.

The bell rang again indicating that recess time is over and the next class is about to start.


Lunch time

Again, the students gathered around Fate and tried to get to know her better. They asked questions but she still chose to ignore them.

"Harlaown. That is a famous name in the police industry right, Harlaown-san?" The very same girl who questioned Fate about her scar asked but Fate didn't answer.

"Tch. There is no use talking to you. Don't you have a mouth? I guess your parents didn't teach you good manners. I am sure your parents hate you for this attitude of yours." Ada Yamazaki and her group of friends laughed. Fate stood up quickly and left the classroom.

Hayate and Nanoha were also interested about his girl. They were also curious about her and what she was like. The two best friends decided to follow the blonde.

Fate walked to the restroom. She stared at herself on the mirror and touched her scar on her right eye. Fate sighed and clutched her head. "Mother... She's right. If I were more like Alicia, she would have loved me." Fate then clutched her heart. "I hate myself. I hate myself so much." Fate sighed. Fate fixed herself and pointed at herself on the mirror. "I hate you." Fate took out something in her pocket and it was a cutter. She pointed the cutter at the mirror "I hope you die. No one loves you, no one cares for you, and no one gives a fuck about you. Even if you die, no one will attend your funeral. You are stupid and dumb, better of dead than alive." Fate then slashed the cutter on her wrist, leaving it bleeding and a scar.

Nanoha and Hayate witnessed all of those things Fate did and said. The two were surprised by what they heard and saw. No one can easily tell themselves that they hate their selves and as well as hurt themselves physically. The two went back to the classroom without talking to one another.

"Both of you look like you have seen someone die in front of you." Arisa sighed. "Tell us what happened. It is obvious in your faces and let's eat while doing so." The four of them connected their tables and then ate.

Nanoha took a glance at Fate's chair but she was nowhere to be found. After that incident at the comfort room she never came back.

"Nanoha, what are you looking at?" Suzuka asked.

"Obviously at that blonde's empty chair." Arisa answered. "So, what is the reason you two look so gloom?"

"That girl, she's suffering." Hayate said. "Nanoha and I followed her when she walked out of the classroom and..."

"We heard her words of self-loathing and… she cut herself using a cutter. We couldn't do anything but see her shout and bleed." Nanoha continued. Nanoha and Hayate looked at each other and nodded like they decided on something using telepathy.

"We have decided." both of them said. "We are going to help her."

"What led you guys to this choice of action? What if she really don't have problem and she just hates herself. If that is what it is then send her to psychiatrist."

"I think there is something deeper than that." Nanoha answered

"Nanoha, you shouldn't pry into other people's business." Suzuka said.

"Even so we want to help her and at the same time, to be her friend.." Hayate smiled. "Anyway, Nanoha and I decided to befriend her, how about you guys?"

"What Arisa desires is what I will follow." Suzuka smiled. "But if she becomes too reckless I will stop her, same with the two of you."

"My answer depends on your answer Nanoha." Arisa cleared her throat. "What is your reason on wanting to help her?"

"Arisa, never in my life I saw someone who hates themselves so much." Nanoha paused. "She looked sad and lonely. If no one wants to be there for her then it will be me. I don't know why but I feel attracted to her. She caught my interest so much. Her eyes looks so lonely, it looks dead. Outside, physically she is alive but emotionally she is pretty much near to death." Nanoha frowned. "I know it is weird since she is a new girl but…"

"You are indeed a good girl Nanoha. Let's befriend Harlaown-san okay?" Arisa smiled at her. Nanoha threw herself to Arisa and gave her a hug.

"Thank you Arisa, Suzuka, Hayate." Hayate and Suzuka also joined the hug. The group released their hug. Nanoha turned her head to the door and then smiled.

Fate came back to the classroom. When she came back she saw four people hugging. When the group released their hug, the auburn-haired woman looked at her and smiled at her. Fate thought:

'Never in my life had I seen someone give me a big, heart-warming smile like that'.'


Welcome to the end xD I hope you enjoyed it .-.

I know it sucks lol xD