(Alright. This is /not/ a Song FF. Thank goodness, right? The only two stories I've put out are SFFs and they are pretty hard to write XD Anyway. This is gonna be pretty serious, but Two-Bit will manage to fuck it up XD Slash involved, I'll try not to make it too complicated. Don't like it, don't read it. Rated for possible chapters coming up. Anyway, read ahead and review~)
Soda's POV
Maybe if I lay this way… No… What about… No… What if I… Dammit! Why can't I sleep? I guess I'm just gonna lay on my back. Sigh. I looked over at Ponyboy before quickly looking away. I know I'm not supposed to feel this way about my brother, but… I just couldn't get thoughts of him out of my head. I don't know why… I turned on my side, away from him. Ever since Pony started highschool… He's been developing so beautifully. His red-brown hair… His green-grey eyes, slightly becoming more grey as time goes on… His body developing small curves just above his hips, his lips so plump… So soft-looking… So pink… So…
NO!
STOP IT, SODA!
You can't think about him, that way!
It's taboo!
…And plus…
What would Darry do if he found out about this…?
I don't even wanna think about it.
That's it.
I won't think about it.
…
But maybe…
If I figured out Pony's sexuality, I'd feel a little bit better.
I turned over.
I placed my hand on Pony's shoulder and gently shook him.
"Pony…Ponyboy…"
He groaned and stretched a bit before curling back up.
So cute.
"What is it, Soda…?"
I swallowed.
"…I-I just wanted to know…Do you like anyone, Pony?"
Pfft. Real smooth, Soda…
Pony curled up more and whimpered a bit. "You woke me up for that?" He asked. "W-Well… Yeah… It's just your in highschool and all… I'm your brother, I need to know." Pony uncurled and laid on his back, gently gripping the blanket and looking up at the ceiling. "Well…" He began. But no sooner did he begin to space off. I couldn't wait for him to come around. "Pony?" I asked. "…Pony…" I gently tussled his hair. He freaked. "A-Ah! … Ah, that scared me, Soda!" He slowly began to compose himself. "S-Sorry… So can you tell me now? …Please?" I attempted to give him puppy dog eyes in the dark.
"…W-Well…" He started.
Yes!
"Go on?"
"…P-Promise you won't be mad?"
"Of course, Pony."
I can't wait, he would only say that if it's me~
"…A-And promise not to be disappointed?"
I stopped.
…I-I wasn't sure if I wanted to know anymore. What if it's not me? I felt my heart sank. I didn't realize until just then how… Unrealistic it was for him to like me… We are brothers after all… His head is screwed on better than mine.
I should have thought all this out before I asked.
"…I-I won't be," I said quietly. Damn, now that didn't sound very convincing.
Pony blushed and fidgeted with the blanket a bit more."…W-Well…"
(And that concludes the first chapter! I know it wasn't all that good, but if I continue going with the chapters it'll get better. Reviews are appreciated and actually shape which way the story will go. I take everything into consideration. REVIEW!~3)