I wrote this as drabble I couldn't get it out of my head so I wrote it. I know its drabble but I could write more but its not very good. This song came into my head while watching the Finale episode of Season 9, so Spoilers

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide

Demons by Imagine Dragons

He's gone…

I first realized that when I came back into the room. I called Crowley but he didn't come. So I went back and Dean was gone. My brother was gone…He was the only person I had left. Cas was nowhere to be seen and here I was alone.

I guess I was used to it because it happen before but I had Bobby, or other hunters but no there's not many left. Everyone I love is gone, everyone.

I pour a glass of whatever alcohol we had to help me sleep and hopefully keep the nightmares at bay. But I had a job to do, and I was hunter no matter what I what, I always came back to it.

Days turn into weeks but the nightmares lived on in my head as if to remind me again and again that I was alone. I looked through books Bobby had to anything I could get my hand on to get Dean back but nothing.

Cas didn't pick up his phone, he didn't visit and I gave up on him. Maybe this is how it was supposed to be.

I haunted monsters again and again but it just didn't feel like I was doing something. I mean sure I was saving people but it just…It felt weird. I always had him there, he was always there even if we were fighting and now he was gone.

I saw him die before my very eyes, and he said he was proud of us. I guess he was proud that we came this far but he was gone…so I didn't see the point in that. I would rather have my brother back. Cas back, hell I would talk to Crowley but he was no where to be seen either.

That's when I decided to make a deal with demon, just to our families history and learning about it, I did it anyways.

Moments later I was suspecting a Demon I know but instead I came face to face with the last person I would want to see as one.

"Hello Sammy"