Just How They Are

By Ayame

Sirius could not stand it anymore.Emotions running wild, feeling this love for Remus.He had to let it out, Tell him.He quickly grabbed his cloak and headed for the grounds.It was the usual, The moon crescent surrounded by the gleaming stars and right there leaning against a tree was Remus. His hair blew slightly from the wind and you could tell he was troubled.Sirius knew all this.He knew Remus from top to bottom.

He made his way slowly,yet quickly. Eager to tell him yet scared that he would be rejected by the one he loved.There was one thing he didn't know exactly and that was how Remus truly felt.Sooner or later,He realized that he was one inch away from Remus.

"Moony," He said softly.

Remus turned around, He had this soft sparkle in his eye.

"I have to tell you something.Something I can no longer hide from you."

Remus listened carefully.

"I feel strong for you and up until know I noticed that I cannot hide it any longer.It's slowly killing me, not seeing your generous face and your sweet fake smile that holds so many secrets but"

It was Sirius to make the first move. He pressed his soft lips against the other boy. All thoughts left Remus' head. The whole world vanished and all that was left was himself and the boy connected to him. Remus longed for this. Expressing his love to the boy he loved.The boy he loved when he first met him.Even before he knew how to love.It was a wondrous feeling, Having someone give you so much love and warmth.Their lips parted and their eyes locked. Grey eyes that never showed emotion looking into golden-amber eyes that were actually asbeautiful as gold itself.

"I should have told you long ago.But I was scared.afraid you would brush me off.Like one of the tons of girls you've had.I'm not like them if you haven't notice.I'm a boy and yet you kiss me with happiness and love.I have one question to ask you,Sirius." Remus asked, pulling away and looking into the depths of the lake. "Why"

"I love you, Remmie.I simply love you.I can't change how I feel." He stared into Remus' eyes yet again.

That stare,that mischievous yet handsome stare.It was always haunting him, everywhere he went. Sirius would never cease from Remus' heart.No matter what would lie in the future.Love or not.It was true and if anyone failed to notice they weren't looking into the moon nor the star very well.Sirius loved and Remus and Remus loved Sirius and that is just how it is.Just how they are.