iNSPIRED BY a fic i read a long time ago which is jackson rathbone x kendle.i couldn't find any good self insert fics, so i decided to write my own. In this fic, i will not specify any names except for one name, and the person "i" can be refered to as the reader, because i'm not used to writing the whole " you walked into the.." no.. i don't do that sort of thing. so.. just assume I really is you okay? :)

good.

I sincerely hope tom hiddleston doesn't have a fanfic account or i might be in deep shit.

so well.. here goes nuthin!

I went to sleep that night as the ordinary 16 year old me, tossing in my familiar purple sheets. 1000 thread counts, i'm particular about my bedsheets. Mainly because i have to be in them 8 hours a day, might as well make myself comfy. Finally, the weekends! My parents were on a second honeymoon to some exotic greek island and I was stuck here alone because i was "old enough". I appreciate being alone though.

I closed my eyes, feeling sleep take me in a warm embrace, making my toes curl in pleasure as i drifted off.

And then the next day was about to be completely changed.

I moaned, morning poured into the window and onto my eyelids, it made me sting. I turned to face my other side, my face coming into contact with the pale, milky skin and sculpted chest of - wait. what? My eyes shot open, and i sat up in shock, fear gripping my chest.

The person beside me shot up as well, hushing me.

I saw the blue green irises concerned as he said nothing, just sitting beside me where i shot up. " Holymotherinheaven! Am i seeing this right now?" I stuttered out, shifting away from him.
(A/N. yes, i'm avoiding the whole OMGITTOMHIDDLES 's just sooo cheesy! but you guess right that HE is tom. yes.)

" Dearest, what are you talking about? Did i do something wrong? I'm sorry.. whatever it is i did wrong.. now tell me what i just apologised for." He cradled my face in his big hands, the warms radiating against my cold, bloodless cheeks.

" You didn't, i just.. I feel... weird. Like one minute i was one person and i wake up and I'm not anymore.. it feels.. strange." He smiled, pulling me back into his arms and pulled up the blue sheets.

" Talk to me. Is it stress? You know i objected to having you work, you know i can support us, if you wish to take a break i can.. send you on a holiday anywhere you want to go to, i can get my manager to arrange that right now if you wish for-" he goes on, putting my head against his chest. I heard his heart beating.

" No.. i just. i was.. sixteen... last night.. and now i'm.. i don't know what year it is, what time.. what day.. where am i?" I whispered.

He kissed my temples. " Oh dear.. when i said i'd bang your brains out, i didn't mean it quite this literally. Did i really hurt you that bad?" I whispered back, i sensed the amusement in his tone.

" WE DID WHAT?" i yelled as i sat up again, and then i realised that i was buck naked. I pulled up the sheets to cover my chest.

" I.. Hey! you asked for it ,you were begging and moaning and i just couldn't help it! "he retorted, moving to the far corner of the bed.
" No! I mean.. i told you right? i'm not.. myself right now, i was sixteen, honest! I can't imagine how anyone would want to see me naked, much less do anything to me." i muttered dejectedly in self defense, lying back down again.

I sighed.
I felt his arms around my waist and under my neck.

" Are you having PMS now?" he smirked.

I smiled back. " No.. i feel surreal."

" We're home, you're home. with me. here. where you belong." I purred.

I turned around.

" When's my birthday?" I asked him playfully.

" September. the 17th. i remember because the last time i forgot you left me outside the house the entire night." He rolled his eyes, pushing a loose strand of hair from my face.

" I did that? why would I do that? you're the last person i would keep out, you're.. well you've been my idol for the longest period of time. I just can't believe that this is happening."

" Your idol? Yes, i believe i've heard that from you before. You're not so bad yourself dearest, and besides, i thought several years of marriage would cause this to wear off, but it's nice to have my wife idolize me." He smiled.

I inched forward, my hand reaching for his crotch. I've wanted to do this for a long time, as most fangirls. I wonder if he knows about what we fangirls do on tumblr yet. It was so firm, and large, and smooth, poking out from the slit of his tight calvin klein boxers.

" Junior's happy." he stated.

" Yes, i can see that." I placed my hands firmly around his girth. Oh yesssss, it's better than i had imagined.
Slowly, i moved my hands up and down.

" Darling, you don't have to, i specifically remember that you pushed me aside because i climaxed before you and you said you'd never touch me again.. and well.. i guess it's good that you don't remember, but i simply don't want you to do anything you don't wish to." He stated in a hiss, his head thrown back.

The small beads of precum dripped down the side of his cockhead and the bump of the ridge, and down the shaft all the way to the base. I rejected my nerves before dipping my tongue onto his impressive engorged member. It tasted salty, i had expected worse, this was actually manageable!

Slowly, I made out the marking across his chest, which looked like fingernails had tried to dig trenches into them. " Did.. i do that?" I motioned.

He nodded slowly, his eyes still closed in pleasure. " But i fully accept them because I love you so much." He stated simply.

" How am i this horrible to the one person i worship?" I sighed,pumping and tugging harder.

He smiled. " Remember? you've always wanted to be a domme, and i've always wanted to be a sub. Came to me as a surprise actually,

I didn't expect our age gap to be so insignificant."

" And how much is our age gap?"

" 16 years. At least i can show off my beautiful and young wife, i don't think many men could nail such a gorgeous creature as yourself... at my age.."

" Oh you'd be surprised," i muttered in amusement.

He smiled. He reached out to grab my wrist, stopping me.

" Did i not do a satisfying job?" I whimpered, " I'm sorry..."

" No! it's not that.. I felt that i should be the one to please you because well.. after last night i feel rather guilty.."

" Perhaps yo ucould do a replay of last night without the unpleasant bits?" I stuck on tongue out.

He took my mouth slowly, i felt his tongue dart into my mouth, sliding across the top of my jaw and then rolling out from my lips.

I moaned.

"Does my Mrs enjoy this?" He purred, his hands reaching under the blue duvet to rub on my nub.

I groaned in pleasure, feeling the heat take over my body in waves. Arching my back, I cling onto his form so that he was siting with me between his legs, and us facing in the same direction. I felt his other arm snake down my waist, two fingers penetrating my wet, needy core.

If this was bad..i won't continue it.. :'(