Numb
She ran, she left, she doesn't care, and she doesn't want a guy like me. A player, a user, a temperamental guy. I am a good for nothing; self-centered guy who lost his parents and lives on his own. My parents are the source of all my anger, all my pain, all the nightmares that leave me restless. Now my angel, my own personal angel walked out on me, walked out of my life. I just lost all my joy; my heart or what is left of it… is burning, and aching with each step she takes. Finally it died out as she was lost in the fog; there was no sign of her black hair. I went numb.
I did it; I got over her…my sun. It took one year then I snapped. They say "I was dead to the world that I was on automatic." That I: ate, slept, and drowned in my tears…I never cry anymore. I can't. I was so empty t didn't notice. I was to numb to think, to feel, to care. Now I carry a secret, a dark secret that no one…NO ONE can know. But, as they say… "A mate for a mate." The deed is done. No pain, no regret, and no guilt. Only satisfaction. What did I do you may ask? I broke her… like she broke me.