A/N: Here we are again with Welcome to My Life (Best song EVER)! It's been a while since I wrote one. I like them, though. Our favorite male characters, all angsty and stuff!
He ran into his room and locked the door. Turned on the stereo and blasted the sound.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Everything was so unfair! Why did he get rejected every time? Why?
Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
At times like these he even doubted if Miley and Lily actually liked him. Or if they hung out with him out of pity…
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
Lily. He'd liked her for a long time. It killed him every time she went on about Jake Ryan or some other guy. Killed him every time.
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
He felt like yelling, kicking things. Who was he kidding? He wasn't Smokin' Oken. He hardly sizzled. Nobody liked him. Everybody pitied him.
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Sometimes he wished he could just crawl into his bed, roll up into a ball, and stay there forever.
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
Becka hated him now. She'd broken up with him today--right in front of every one. Miley and Lily had looked on with shocked expressions. Amber and Ashley had laughed.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
"Smokin' Oken's got no game!" they'd crowed. "Oooh! Tssss!"
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
"Go rot in a ditch," he yelled at no one. Or everyone.
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
"Oliver, are you okay?" asked Lily later when he'd gotten home. They were on the phone.
"I'm okay," he said, brightened slightly by the fact Lily had called.
To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
"Okay, Well, Miley and Jake and Andrew and I are going to the beach, want to come?"
"NO! NO! NO!"
Andrew. Lily's new boyfriend. NO!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
He turned the stereo all the way up, and screamed.
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life