A/N: Yep, was watching Gossip Girl, and for some reason I saw this scene and knew Blaine was Chuck and Blair was Kurt... (wow now i think of it their names are REALLY similar.)
Grammar is kind of shocking, 2am writing does that to a person. There was a lot of stuttering in the scene so was hoping the narattion would be jumpy aswell.
As you know I dont own Gossip Girl or Glee... I wish I owned Glee, that way i would own Blaine, and everyone wants one of those
Kurt had to leave, as much as it killed him inside, he knew that as long as the boy he loved couldn't love him back there was no reason fighting for it and no reason to keep living the fantasy that they would ride off in the sunset together and live happily ever after.
It was time to move on.
But there he was.
"Blaine, aren't you done trying to destroy my night?"
"Look, I should have never abandoned you. I know I made the wrong decision as soon as your plane took off." Blaine spoke as the guilt filled his gut "I distracted myself all summer, you might not feel it, but I still do."
"and"
"I was scared, I was scared if we spent the whole summer together just us, you'll see-"
"See what"
"Me." What did Kurt not already know about him, what did Kurt not want to know about Blaine?
"Please don't leave with him" Blaine almost begged, he couldn't imagine the prospect of not having Kurt there anymore, or anyone else having him.
"Why, give me a reason. And "Im Blaine Anderson" doesn't count"
"-Cause you don't want to" Blaine knew that wasn't good enough
"Not good enough"
"Because I don't want you to" and Blaine hoped that was enough.
"That's not enough" Kurt spoke the words as Blaine's heart hit the ground at above average force.
"What, else, is, there?" There must be something else, there must be.
"The true reason I should stay right where I am and not get into the car" incidentally that place wasn't the Hamptons, but with Blaine, where he belonged.
Kurt sighed, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"Three words, eight letters, say it, and im yours"
Blaine knew it was coming but as much as he needed Kurt, as much as he knew it was true and real he just couldn't produce it.
"I- I- I-" Kurt cut off the stuttering…
"Thank you, that's all I needed to hear" and he turned, resisting the impossible urge not to turn around and connect himself to the man he loved, but until Blaine could take that leap, Kurt wasn't going to allow himself to fall.
It was time to move on.
And DONE! Well that was sucky but oh well needed to get it out of that little box I call my brain! :)