Dear Diary,
I looked out my window. It was pouring rain. Again. But then again, I live in Forks, so what am I to expect? Once again, I'm listening to my best friend pour his heart out to me about none other than his ex girlfriend. It's endless. I always listen to him when he does this because, well, I love him. A lot. The only bad thing? He has no idea how much I do.
(Bella- italics, Edward- bold)
Can u keep a secret, Bells?
Yes I can, Edward.
I'm jealous tht Tanya is dating Mike.
Oh… sorry about tht Edward, but I g2g now bye.
Bye bella.
The truth is, I don't actually have to go. I just can't stand it when he talks about Tanya. He's still totally in love with her, even when he denies it. I know he is. Another thing you should know is that he knows that I love him. Well, he thinks I got over my crush on him. Boy, is he wrong. I decided to just go play my guitar. It helps me think. I just am gonna play a song I wrote.
She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible
There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're Invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize
I just wanna show you she don't even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible
She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile
That's all for tonight. I never ever told anyone that I could sing. Not even Edward. Actually, I take that back. My best friend, Katie, knows that I can sing. She always tells me I'm sooooo good and should try out for the school play, but I decided not to. Again. I have stage fright. Well, its late and i am tired. I'm going to bed now.
Sincerely,
Isabella Marie Swan