Hey! I hope you all liked Wars Memories! I would like to all who reviewed
it and read it through. Now for the long awaited Sequal. Two memories in
one! ^_^ I can't wait to type this one. I hope you all like it! Ja!* Usako
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Usagi ran up the long stairwell that approached the second floor of the school building. She had to hurry to get to biology. What would happen if she was late? She couldn't take any chances. She wasn't like others. One tiny mistake and more hope was gone. She just had to do everything perfect. Images of her awful life flashed through her head. She tried not to tear up and kept running. She got an image of a belt and beer bottles. Images of drugs laid on her kitchen table. Why did she have to have a life like this? She regretted even living perhaps. She had never felt real parent love. She had never been protected, she had never been loved and she had never even felt happiness. All she had felt was hatred and sadness. Sure she had a couple of friends but she never really got together with them. Usagi burst in to the classroom and silently walked to her seat in the back of the room.
People stared at her a lot. So many rumors had been spread about her life and none of them were good. She wouldn't expect any to be good though. Her life had never been good. She wished people could just understand her pain, but they didn't. Usagi pulled out her homework and a pencil. She looked to the front of the room and waited silently for class to begin. Their teacher Mr. Waren had thought her as a very nice student but never really cared for her as some of his other students. She watched as he walked to the front of the room with a stack of papers. Usagi froze. It was the test they had recently taken.
"Class I have the tests back from Friday and all I could say is some of you are going to be disappointed. Usagi was scared now. What if she got a 93 like last time? She bit her lip and waited for her result. She held her breath as Mr. Waren placed the test on her desk. Her eyes shone in fear and she trembled slightly. This happened every time she got back a test. Anything below a 100 was unacceptable. She turned the paper over and flinched. She just hoped her father would be OK with a 98. Last time she had gotten a 93 well... She just didn't want to think about it. Since her father took drugs he was always bringing it out on her. Last time she had gotten a 93 she was not able to lie on her back for weeks. She had skipped swimming so her scars would not show. Her back still hurt even now.
Usagi stared in the front of the room and waited for class to begin. She couldn't daydream like she had. It just made things worse. She thought of all the times she had and how she had regretted them. Usagi shook her head and concentrated. Maybe when she could go to bed she could daydream. Although in her head she knew it was not her daydreams. It was her fear that had always bugged her. She had had other things going on her life. Secrets she had never told anyone. They would be abnormal and her father would just to get to her worse. Secrets so different that she could never tell anyone. Secrets that practically scarred her. It made her life worse with her secrets. Usagi grimaced and caught all of her thoughts in an imaginable net. Maybe she would let them out sometime or never but just not now.
Usagi sat on the bus seat watching as figures passed by outside in big blurs. She didn't want to go home. What would her father do? She trembled trying not to think of what the possibilities that could happen. She just wanted to get out of her house. She wanted to go where she could do what she wanted. She just wanted to be alone without any pressure. Who would want to spend time with her? People thought she would be mean and ugly since her father was but they were so wrong. They never saw the real her because they had all underestimated her. She sighed and leaned her head on the window closing her eyes. This life never seemed to end in happiness. Everything to her was misery.
Usagi slowly opened the door to her small home and tried to creep over to her room. Maybe if she got there and closed her eyes nothing would happen. Just as she crossed the kitchen she was thrown against the wall. She closed her eyes and swallowed her tears. An angry fist tightened on her coat collar. She tried not to look in his face. Today was one of those days he had taken an overdose. Her back stung as it was squished against the wall. She slowly opened her eyes knowing that was the only way out of the situation. She wished she could just wish this all away.
"Something happened at school huh? That's probably why you were sneaking your little stupid butt over to your room huh?" her father stated in a cruel tone.
Usagi didn't reply. What could she say? 'Please help me' she pleaded. Now what could she do? Did he have his weapons with him right now? Usagi gulped in fear and watched as father stared angrily and insanely at her.
"Answer me you slut!!" he screamed tightening his fist. His fist dug into her throat as it tightened. She was so confused of what to do now. What was he going to do to her this time?
"I, I got back a biology test back today" she choked out. She tried not to let any tears fall. She had learned they were very dangerous in a situation like this.
"Well!?!" he demanded shoving her harder into the wall almost making her unable to breath.
"98" she whispered closing her eyes. She awaited for his next move. She knew there was always pain. There had never been gentleness. Her eyes shut tighter. Her breathing became ragged as she awaited. She then felt it. It came in contact with her right eye. The knuckle had hurt so badly. This one hadn't been the hardest but it still hurt a lot. She stifled in her sob and scream. She knew any normal girl would have cried out in agony. She was used to some pain. Her father had always been so strong. She couldn't open her eye at the moment. Her left eye slowly opened and waited for a response.
"One more result like this and you won't see your self even walking" he said angrily.
Usagi slightly nodded and he let go of her. She could only see half of what she normally saw with both eyes but she could still see that now he had left the room. She sighed and went to her room. She entered and quietly shut the door. She locked it just to be sure. She walked into her bathroom and grabbed a pink washcloth. She turned on the warm water and put the washcloth under it. She shut the water off and stared at her self in the mirror. Tears of fear threatened to fall. She touched her eye softly and took it back immediately. She slowly brought the wash cloth to her eye and dabbed it lightly. She couldn't take it anymore. Her tears started to run down her cheek and fell to the floor.
Usagi sat on her bed and stared out of her window. She let the washcloth stick to her eye and just soothe it. The eye hurt too much to do anything. She let the tears warm her cold cheek as they fell. Usagi trembled wondering if he would come back for more. She just wanted to escape so badly. She could go for help somewhere maybe. Last time she had tried that though her father had found her and broken her arm and one rib. She swallowed some extra tears trying not to think about it.
Just then it happened. Her head and heart stung with pain. Everything started to spin. She felt the pain. 'Someone is hurt' she thought. 'No. Please not this again' she pleaded in her head. Her head fell in her hands. This happened too much. Her left eye looked at her hands. She was disappearing again. Her body started to dissolve into the air around her and the spinning and became faster. Someone was in trouble and was hurt badly and were in grave danger. Images of guns came to her; images several people. More tears came down her cheek. She had no choice but to give in this time. With that her body dissolved completely and floated to where her images were.
Usagi felt her molecules stop in a bad section of town. She started to become whole, but not as herself. She was in the dress again. The dress was blue and light. It flowed down to her feet and so did her hair. She wasn't completely whole though. She was half-whole. Her body was see through and it made her look like a ghost. Her body floated to a man in the corner of the alley. Her body glittered with a strange power when she floated there. She heard gunshots in the distance and coming closer. It was obvious that this man was hiding. His arm was bleeding from where he had gotten shot earlier. He then noticed her and stared at her in horror.
He was about to run but she shook her head. If he stayed with her he would be safe. She put a finger on her lips to tell him to be quiet. He just stared in more awe. She closed her eyes awaiting the danger. She heard footsteps come slowly. She knew this would work on her side. Only the good could see her. She had figured that out long ago when her visions had started coming. She then saw five men come from around a corner. They definitely did not see her but they did see the man. She spread her arms out and created an invisible shield. They fired the guns but every bullet just disappeared when it hit the shield. Usagi sent icicles there way and they all stumbled back. They all stared at the man at awe. Some of them were cut but not badly hurt. That was her job. To save the bad and good. Usagi used a next burst of power and a light started to form. It grew bigger and Usagi closed her eyes. She took a big breath and allowed the power to cover them all. She saw the six men disappear and go back to where they needed. Her job was finally done.
Usagi felt herself completely dissolve again and float back. 'I don't want to go home' she pleaded. Her molecules didn't listen. Tears of sadness came out of the air and dropped as ice. She had always been ice. Being cold had always comforted her. She watched as she passed the school and she frowned. She didn't want to go back there either. She watched as other homes passed by underneath her. In the beginning when she had had her first vision she had almost enjoyed flying but now it was just something normal. It happened a lot. Usagi looked underneath her and saw a daughter and father holding hands and enjoying ice cream. They were happily walking along the sidewalk together. 'Why cant that be me?' she cried softly letting the ice, fall down. She closed her eyes and let the air carry her home. Her life had been so horrible, why couldn't it stop here? She wished someone could comfort her now and tell her everything was right. No one was there when she wanted company. The wind was her company all day. Sure her friends gave it to her but they rarely saw her. Usagi sighed and let her self drift into a sleep. She would wake up when needed. Slowly she felt herself lowering. After her last tear everything went black and she trusted the wind to do what it needed to.
Hey! What do u think? I know it was depressing but it should get a little better probably in the next chapter. I hope the sequel is better than wars memories. Gomen if this was short! I hope you leave me nice reviews! No flamers please! Thanks! ^_^ * Usagi Princess *
Usagi ran up the long stairwell that approached the second floor of the school building. She had to hurry to get to biology. What would happen if she was late? She couldn't take any chances. She wasn't like others. One tiny mistake and more hope was gone. She just had to do everything perfect. Images of her awful life flashed through her head. She tried not to tear up and kept running. She got an image of a belt and beer bottles. Images of drugs laid on her kitchen table. Why did she have to have a life like this? She regretted even living perhaps. She had never felt real parent love. She had never been protected, she had never been loved and she had never even felt happiness. All she had felt was hatred and sadness. Sure she had a couple of friends but she never really got together with them. Usagi burst in to the classroom and silently walked to her seat in the back of the room.
People stared at her a lot. So many rumors had been spread about her life and none of them were good. She wouldn't expect any to be good though. Her life had never been good. She wished people could just understand her pain, but they didn't. Usagi pulled out her homework and a pencil. She looked to the front of the room and waited silently for class to begin. Their teacher Mr. Waren had thought her as a very nice student but never really cared for her as some of his other students. She watched as he walked to the front of the room with a stack of papers. Usagi froze. It was the test they had recently taken.
"Class I have the tests back from Friday and all I could say is some of you are going to be disappointed. Usagi was scared now. What if she got a 93 like last time? She bit her lip and waited for her result. She held her breath as Mr. Waren placed the test on her desk. Her eyes shone in fear and she trembled slightly. This happened every time she got back a test. Anything below a 100 was unacceptable. She turned the paper over and flinched. She just hoped her father would be OK with a 98. Last time she had gotten a 93 well... She just didn't want to think about it. Since her father took drugs he was always bringing it out on her. Last time she had gotten a 93 she was not able to lie on her back for weeks. She had skipped swimming so her scars would not show. Her back still hurt even now.
Usagi stared in the front of the room and waited for class to begin. She couldn't daydream like she had. It just made things worse. She thought of all the times she had and how she had regretted them. Usagi shook her head and concentrated. Maybe when she could go to bed she could daydream. Although in her head she knew it was not her daydreams. It was her fear that had always bugged her. She had had other things going on her life. Secrets she had never told anyone. They would be abnormal and her father would just to get to her worse. Secrets so different that she could never tell anyone. Secrets that practically scarred her. It made her life worse with her secrets. Usagi grimaced and caught all of her thoughts in an imaginable net. Maybe she would let them out sometime or never but just not now.
Usagi sat on the bus seat watching as figures passed by outside in big blurs. She didn't want to go home. What would her father do? She trembled trying not to think of what the possibilities that could happen. She just wanted to get out of her house. She wanted to go where she could do what she wanted. She just wanted to be alone without any pressure. Who would want to spend time with her? People thought she would be mean and ugly since her father was but they were so wrong. They never saw the real her because they had all underestimated her. She sighed and leaned her head on the window closing her eyes. This life never seemed to end in happiness. Everything to her was misery.
Usagi slowly opened the door to her small home and tried to creep over to her room. Maybe if she got there and closed her eyes nothing would happen. Just as she crossed the kitchen she was thrown against the wall. She closed her eyes and swallowed her tears. An angry fist tightened on her coat collar. She tried not to look in his face. Today was one of those days he had taken an overdose. Her back stung as it was squished against the wall. She slowly opened her eyes knowing that was the only way out of the situation. She wished she could just wish this all away.
"Something happened at school huh? That's probably why you were sneaking your little stupid butt over to your room huh?" her father stated in a cruel tone.
Usagi didn't reply. What could she say? 'Please help me' she pleaded. Now what could she do? Did he have his weapons with him right now? Usagi gulped in fear and watched as father stared angrily and insanely at her.
"Answer me you slut!!" he screamed tightening his fist. His fist dug into her throat as it tightened. She was so confused of what to do now. What was he going to do to her this time?
"I, I got back a biology test back today" she choked out. She tried not to let any tears fall. She had learned they were very dangerous in a situation like this.
"Well!?!" he demanded shoving her harder into the wall almost making her unable to breath.
"98" she whispered closing her eyes. She awaited for his next move. She knew there was always pain. There had never been gentleness. Her eyes shut tighter. Her breathing became ragged as she awaited. She then felt it. It came in contact with her right eye. The knuckle had hurt so badly. This one hadn't been the hardest but it still hurt a lot. She stifled in her sob and scream. She knew any normal girl would have cried out in agony. She was used to some pain. Her father had always been so strong. She couldn't open her eye at the moment. Her left eye slowly opened and waited for a response.
"One more result like this and you won't see your self even walking" he said angrily.
Usagi slightly nodded and he let go of her. She could only see half of what she normally saw with both eyes but she could still see that now he had left the room. She sighed and went to her room. She entered and quietly shut the door. She locked it just to be sure. She walked into her bathroom and grabbed a pink washcloth. She turned on the warm water and put the washcloth under it. She shut the water off and stared at her self in the mirror. Tears of fear threatened to fall. She touched her eye softly and took it back immediately. She slowly brought the wash cloth to her eye and dabbed it lightly. She couldn't take it anymore. Her tears started to run down her cheek and fell to the floor.
Usagi sat on her bed and stared out of her window. She let the washcloth stick to her eye and just soothe it. The eye hurt too much to do anything. She let the tears warm her cold cheek as they fell. Usagi trembled wondering if he would come back for more. She just wanted to escape so badly. She could go for help somewhere maybe. Last time she had tried that though her father had found her and broken her arm and one rib. She swallowed some extra tears trying not to think about it.
Just then it happened. Her head and heart stung with pain. Everything started to spin. She felt the pain. 'Someone is hurt' she thought. 'No. Please not this again' she pleaded in her head. Her head fell in her hands. This happened too much. Her left eye looked at her hands. She was disappearing again. Her body started to dissolve into the air around her and the spinning and became faster. Someone was in trouble and was hurt badly and were in grave danger. Images of guns came to her; images several people. More tears came down her cheek. She had no choice but to give in this time. With that her body dissolved completely and floated to where her images were.
Usagi felt her molecules stop in a bad section of town. She started to become whole, but not as herself. She was in the dress again. The dress was blue and light. It flowed down to her feet and so did her hair. She wasn't completely whole though. She was half-whole. Her body was see through and it made her look like a ghost. Her body floated to a man in the corner of the alley. Her body glittered with a strange power when she floated there. She heard gunshots in the distance and coming closer. It was obvious that this man was hiding. His arm was bleeding from where he had gotten shot earlier. He then noticed her and stared at her in horror.
He was about to run but she shook her head. If he stayed with her he would be safe. She put a finger on her lips to tell him to be quiet. He just stared in more awe. She closed her eyes awaiting the danger. She heard footsteps come slowly. She knew this would work on her side. Only the good could see her. She had figured that out long ago when her visions had started coming. She then saw five men come from around a corner. They definitely did not see her but they did see the man. She spread her arms out and created an invisible shield. They fired the guns but every bullet just disappeared when it hit the shield. Usagi sent icicles there way and they all stumbled back. They all stared at the man at awe. Some of them were cut but not badly hurt. That was her job. To save the bad and good. Usagi used a next burst of power and a light started to form. It grew bigger and Usagi closed her eyes. She took a big breath and allowed the power to cover them all. She saw the six men disappear and go back to where they needed. Her job was finally done.
Usagi felt herself completely dissolve again and float back. 'I don't want to go home' she pleaded. Her molecules didn't listen. Tears of sadness came out of the air and dropped as ice. She had always been ice. Being cold had always comforted her. She watched as she passed the school and she frowned. She didn't want to go back there either. She watched as other homes passed by underneath her. In the beginning when she had had her first vision she had almost enjoyed flying but now it was just something normal. It happened a lot. Usagi looked underneath her and saw a daughter and father holding hands and enjoying ice cream. They were happily walking along the sidewalk together. 'Why cant that be me?' she cried softly letting the ice, fall down. She closed her eyes and let the air carry her home. Her life had been so horrible, why couldn't it stop here? She wished someone could comfort her now and tell her everything was right. No one was there when she wanted company. The wind was her company all day. Sure her friends gave it to her but they rarely saw her. Usagi sighed and let her self drift into a sleep. She would wake up when needed. Slowly she felt herself lowering. After her last tear everything went black and she trusted the wind to do what it needed to.
Hey! What do u think? I know it was depressing but it should get a little better probably in the next chapter. I hope the sequel is better than wars memories. Gomen if this was short! I hope you leave me nice reviews! No flamers please! Thanks! ^_^ * Usagi Princess *