The Day He Went Away

It's so cold

My brain refuses to work

What have I done

And what should I do?

If you read this note then I'll tell you

That my name is N.

Little N all alone

"Freak!" "Defect!"

Who was that?

Ghetsis is not here.

I wish I could drown him out with a few beers.

I look at my bloodied wrists with razor in hand

And take a trip in my mind to

Where my life began.

I didn't know my mother

Never saw her.

Ghetsis said she died while I was being born.

I believed his lie for years until last year I found out what

He had done.

My mother's name was Rose

And she was talented at writing prose

Her hair had a slight hint of green

And she worked in the local Pokemon daycare.

But one day while no one else

Was there Ghetsis walked in and took her by her hair.

He took her to his castle and

Brutally raped her there.

She begged for him to stop

And pleaded and cried

But Ghetsis couldn't have given two shits if she died.

When he was finished

Rose ran away.

So far away to the place she knew he couldn't

Find out were she lived and stayed.

Home to her loving husband Henry

Who was infertile all these years.

But Ghetsis had a plan up that ugly ass sleeve of his.

The day of my arrival was April 22

Earth Day

Rose and Henry knew that I was ready to live.

So they drove to the Nimbassa City General Hospital

My mother cried and pleaded to be left alone

For the baby inside of her was too much pain to bear.

Rose had flashbacks to the night she was raped

And she started to keep pushing outright.

Henry didn't know this baby was not his

And his brain released neurotransmitters

That created bliss.

Rose had not told her husband that she was birthing

A child that was the product of rape.

My little cries filled the room

And my mother named me

However I don't know what she assigned to be my birth name.

After I was born

My mother didn't have enough time to love and enjoy me

With Henry

When my parents took me home Ghetsis was there and murdered them both with his Pokemon.

I must've screamed and cried

But either way Ghetsis called me his own

From that day on

Ghetsis refused to let me have humans as my friends

And instead only let me play with abused Pokemon.

I took care of them

Shared my food with them

Shared my secrets with them

And played with them.

They never yelled or hurt me like Ghetsis sometimes would.

I grew to hate the human race

Because of the way they treated Pokemon

And me.

I talked really fast

But the Pokemon seemed to understand me.

I thought I had been helping Pokemon by having them taken away from their

Trainers since all humans abused them in my eyes.

But the day I challenged that trainer at Dragonspiral Tower

And found out Ghetsis used me

My soul was shredded from within.

I couldn't believe what I had heard.

Right after I released all my Pokemon

I found Ghetsis' log on his laptop detailing his plans

And I stole a glock and razor from the castle before I left

Since I wanted to murder Ghetsis.

But I never did and now I lie here all by myself after abandoning Team Plasma altogether

If you read this note then you may have guessed what I have planned for myself.

My wrists are slashed and gushing blood

But I'm no were near done.

I take that little glock and put it in my mouth

And close my eyes.

I see all my friends waiting for me

And I smile since they still love me even from beyond the grave.

And I then see my mother

Who's just happy to finally see her son.

By now I've pulled the trigger

And because of that I am dead.

These words come from beyond the grave

And I hope you don't rage

Since this is what people will refer to as

The Day He Went Away.