I own nothing of course
Rin
I have always been in love with someone I cannot have. I lay in bed in the arms of my husband Koga. A strong wolf demon who was just as broken as me at one point. We met when my best friend Kagome rejected him. He was as sad as I was. I was madly in love with a proud dog demon named Sesshomaru. I thought he loved me back. Then one day he threw me to the side and told me he is going to marry a female demon named Kagura and I mean nothing to him. At first I didn't believe it at all I couldn't. I sulked for months until I got some news. I was pregnant. That brings me to how I met my husband. Koga was heartbroken that Kagome picked Inuyasha. Who happens to be sesshomaru's half-brother. Koga worked as a lawyer for their father's company. Koga appears to be about 27 but he is much older in demon years. I was 22 at the time. He was sitting on a park bench with tears in his eyes. For the first time I felt something besides sadness. I felt sorry for him. I tried to comfort him the best I could. I held him for an hour while he cried. Koga is a strong demon and to show me that much emotion well you could say he had stolen a part of me. We talked all about our lives and then it brought me to tell him I was pregnant. i was still unsure if I was going to keep this child. I knew its father was nowhere to be found and would hate this little half demon but I didn't want to get rid of it I wanted to love it so much. He became my best friend that day. I decided to keep my baby. I worked as a personal assistance to sesshomaru's father at the time. Sesshomaru himself was off god knows where. He of course with his demon nose could tell the child was his sons. He sat me down and walked me through every option. I quit that day. I felt that nosey old man shouldn't be talking. He has Inuyasha and he is a half demon as well. I went to work for Naraku who I found out later is Kagura's father. To my surprise he is actually a very good man to work with. I did my job very well and we developed a mutual respect. Koga and I hung out more than ever. I was about four months and still didn't tell my friends. I knew Inuyasha knew but he said he wouldn't tell anyone. Koga started to buy me a lot of stuff. At first I felt horrible for it but then when he refused to stop I gave in. my feelings toward koga changed so much in my sixth month. I started to love him so much I could barely stand to go to work. I told koga I loved him one night at dinner. He smiled and said "Rin my love I have loved you since you let me cry upon on your shoulder I love you so much move in with I have a perfect place we can put the nursery and we can plan our lives together" I kissed him right in public. I love koga so much it hurts when he left on business trips and such. I used to pout and rub my stomach. Ohh I forgot to mention what happened when I told my friends about my baby. It was Sango's birthday party and I was about five months along and still not showing. Everyone was drinking but me of course. Sango's husband Miroku noticed and said "Rin drink why don't you it's not like your pregnant" Inuyasha dropped his glass and looked at me "Well actually I am pregnant" I said proudly. Everyone's mouth dropped open. "You and koga are going to have a baby" I didn't admit my love for koga for about another month but my friends all knew we had a thing going on. "Actually I know I don't look it but I'm five months along and well koga is not the father" "I'm going to be an auntie!" yelled Kagome. Kohaku looked at me "Is that why he left you?" I shook my head "he left because I am human and weak I am unaware if he knows about this child but he probably does and he has not contacted me so I don't care" I patted my stomach "so what are you having?" asked Miroku. I found out last month and only koga knew because he drove me to my appointment. "It's a boy!" Inuyasha nodded "Of course it is" I sighed "well what is done is done I love my baby" I nodded and went on with the party. After that Kagome demanded the Auntie title and threaten to challenge Sango for it. It was funny. After the whole confession I moved into koga's penthouse apartment. It is a lot bigger then where I use to live. I remember when Koga and Inuyasha were setting up the nursery they broke the crib trying to put it together. Inuyasha was at first against koga declaring himself my baby's father. I still don't know why. Sesshomaru still was not heard from and I rarely even thought of him now. I was in love with him once but now I had a different life to live. Work was excellent Naraku even threw me a work baby shower. I made a new best friend working for him. A woman my age named Kanna. At first she was really shy but I broke through that. I even got her dating Kohaku. Koga and I went on a few double dates with them but they just stared at me. I had no stomach then one day I woke up and I was huge. I ate everything in sight. Koga purposed when I was eight months along. He took me to the bench we first met at and asked me to marry him. I wasn't surprised but I still cried. We had a small wedding with just family and our friends. We both didn't want a huge wedding like kagome wanted to throw. I remember how much my son was kicking inside me that day. I will admit it on our honeymoon koga and I had a lot of sex which sadly leads to how my son was born. Sex really does start labor. Koga held my hand the whole time. It was so painful. Kagome was there of course and so were our other friends. After about an hour of pushing my son was finally born. When the nurse handed him to me the first thing that honestly came to mind was Inuyasha owes me twenty bucks. My son was not born with puppy ears. I think he looks just like sesshomaru's father. He had no facial marks which I thought was good thing to at least fit in a little better. He of course has the golden eyes and silver hair. He is perfect. "What are we going to name our son" koga said as he stole the infant from my arms. "Hatsuharu" I said sleepily. He just nodded his head. "Yes my Haru" he whispered. I fell asleep. Haru was the center of our world from then on. He was always a happy baby. He always was happiest in my arms though. When he was just learning to walk is when that started to change a little. He always tried to run to koga whenever he came home from work. My little man seemed to like hanging out with other guys. I always laughed then moved on. I went back to work when haru was about a year old. Naraku had a daycare center I put him in. in there he made friends with both humans and demons. Haru has always been very sociable he loves people. In the back of my mind I always laughed and thought how different he is from his birth father or as koga calls him the sperm donor. Haru is four now. He will be starting school in about a year. I rarely think about Sesshomaru now but tonight I just did for some reason. I love my husband very much and I love my son I am happy with this life. I cuddle into koga's chest and fell asleep again