Starsky & Hutch
Forbidden Cravings
(The Fix - Hutch)
Hiding in the corner
Cowering with my head in my hands
The fog in my mind
Whispers a parody of truth
The seductive comfort of the needle
Snow white horses cavorting in the sky
Voices laughing at me
As time stands still
Secret memories
Forbidden cravings
Sometimes trying to take control again
Wanting
Something I cannot have
Needing, craving
one more fix
knowing it will destroy my life
Secret memories
About a time
That only a few know about
We kept it a secret
But every now and then
I fall
Into the role
Of a craving man
Although I am clean
Forbidden cravings
Don't just go away
I am no loser
I am no winner
I am only a beginner
Who made it through another day
The End
Written by Pat L. & Silverlady-nl
10/22/2001
USA & Netherlands