Dear diary...
When you think nothing can go worse than it is...
„Lucielle" my father called out my name while knocking on my bedroom door.
„come in" i said while i let down my book.I saw dad entering and sitting across me on my desk's chair, he looked rather worried and sad, when he stayed silent for few seconds and i grew impatient i called out to him, he rose his head to look at me, took a breath.
„look Lucielle," he put some flyers on the coffee table in front of me, i looked puzzled at him for a second then took the papers in my hands, i scanned the papers and my eyes stung from unshed tears while my dad continued „your mother and I decied tha-„
„DO NOT call her my mother!" i got up, my book and flyeres fell on the white carpet „she is not my mother ok? Dont ever say that again, shell never be, nor take my mothers place!" i wiped my tears and he nodded as he realized the big mistake he made. „what are these?" i picked up the flyers and shoved them on the table in front of him really hard,i knew exactly what were those but i wanted to hear from him.
„they are some really good boarding schools" he looked right in my eyes, i couldnt believe him, he said that with straight face.
I sighed „yours and hoe's idea? More like hers, tell the truth dad"
„i woud really like to stop calling her names-„
„i would really like you to divorce her, but guess none of these wont happen, go away, i have heard enough" i got up and went in my own bathroom and locked the door.
„Lucielle, i would like you to look over those schools and chose one you would want to go to"
My eyes were wide and teary, how could he? First he tells me he is sending me away to a boarding school and now he wants me to chose to which one? What spell did that witch made on him? I got up from floor and abrutly opened the door, i was angry and sad, i could not control myself anymore, i lost my shit there.
„are you for real?! You want to send your own and only child to a boarding school and you make me choose which one?!...who are you?! You are not my dad, what happened to you? Since that whore came in our lives you havent been the father you used to be!. We would always play in the backyard! Read me stories about stars along side with mom! And even after her death, you would still read me stories about dragons and princesses and stories about you and mother, we would have our weekly tea time! But when that Katsuro or whatever her name is,you have changed, you don't have time for me, you made her take care of me but she never did, then you hired a babysitter. See the bad influence she has on you?" at this point i couldnt breath normaly, i was crying-no sobbing- i coudn't find my words neither voice, all i could do was to father didnt said anything, not that he had the right to do took me in his arms and hugged me untill my cries died down. „Why are you doing this?" i said after few minutes of silence. „I think is better Lucielle,i dont have time for you, and Katsumi doesnt know how to look after you" I closed my eyes, its true, „But...don't we have relatives where i can stay?" i asked with a lil hope, knowing too well we don't, he shock his head, i sighed „its her idea, isnt it?" he nodded „i knew it...that woman never could stand me one second, dad" i pushed him and he understood my action, he got me up and let go of me „i would like to be alone now, please" he nodded and left my room closing the door, as soon as i heard the door click i fell on my bed and cried for the whole night.
The next morning i woke up late, my eyes were sore and had a hard time blinking, i looked around my room i saw those papers on the blanket ‚yeah, i looked over them last night, it wasnt a nightmare after all". I took off my backet and swung my feet at the edge of bed and one of the flyers fell on the ground next to my feet, i looked puzzled at it like i have never seen it..and i didnt, it must have been hidden in one of them, it had a weird logo, it was a weird eye ,a weird tail coming out between two horns, i picked it up and looked at it...i was ugly, dark and weird, „Phantom Lord, thats a boarding school name to send your kids" i shock my head ‚it must have been through witchs choices'. I threw it on the bed next to the others and made my way to the bathroom to take a hot shower.
When i came back i got dressed and sat again on my bed put on my socks, i looked back at the boarding schools and the phantom lord came in my view, i took it and went downstairs for the breakfast.
My father gave me a look after i threw the phanom lord papers on his desk, and raised an eyebrow at my choice.
„this one" i said while i crossed my arms still being mad from last night, he nodded, clearly unpleasant by the school but had he a right to tell me no? After all, he made me i made clear my choice i left with no other word and made my way to the kitchen where i found the witch talking on skype with her other witches that were her sisters, she had four other sisters,it amuses me that all of them are brunettes and mostly no difference between them, even all of their names start with K, well thats funny, they even have the same intelligence level as the Kardashian sisters.
„well girls, gotta go, talk to you later" i heard her laptop closing while I prepared some pancakes for myself."I made pancakes" I looked at her and she pointed to some burnt ones on the table, i cringed „no, i dont wanna have food poisoning"
„did your father talked to yo-„
I dropped my pallete and pancake dough, i got close to her, dangerously close, my blood was boiling and i let me anger control me „listen here you damned witch" i saw her eyes grew triple in size, that it, this was the last drop „you started a war with me since the day you laid eyes on my dad, you might have won this round, and many before, but this was the last fucking drop, im so sick of you being here,when you talk you sound like nails scratching a blackboard, when you laugh you look like a seal with down sindrome, yesterday i saw a homeless, guess what he was dressed better than you, and you fucking reek!" i paused a lil for air then spoke again „i dont know what spell you cast on dad, but it worked, you made him to send me to a boarding school, but you thought you would get rid of me? Neh eh witch, dad told me is only for the school period, in summers im able to come home and you can't do anything about it" i got close to her „and when i do, you better dont cross my path" i went in the hall way to get my shoes and left the house slamming the my pancakes were doomed i went to Subway for breakfast.
Im going insane! I hate this place, i hated Phantom Lord, i couldnt stay here for one day, its been a month since dad abandonated me here, people here are weird, there is a guy named Aria which cries and keeps talking about sadness-no wonder, this place gives me chills- among this guy where 3 more weridos, one named Sol, but he would call himself Monsieur Sol,Totomaru, another freak, he is a pyro but he never admits it then is the Juvia,a weird girl, she calls herself the rain woman, i barely see her but when i do, she always depressed. And last but not least, Gajeel, this guys is the boss of weirdos, he has piercing in his both eyebrows, nose, ears,chin and arms.I have never seen anyone witch such long hair, and surpriizing, well take care of but anyway, this place is for kids with serios mental problems and i cant find my place here, i need to leave soon, sure id try and run away but jose, the princiapl would always find me and bring me back, i need a better plan,' why did i chosed this place?' i thought as i slammed my head on the table.
„are you going back home for the holiday break?"
„sure, can't wait"
I opened my eyes, thats right, chrismats is in less than a month, at the start of december we take days off and go back home-well at least the ones that can come home- and im one of those kids, I have a plan,but it will have to wait untill the holidaybreak.
The 1st of december came and im packing my suitcases, im going home after 2 months of suffering here,i took my bags and went in front of the school waiting for dad. After waiting for half hour he finally came, my face lit up at seeing him, i run to him and hugged him tight,after we got in car and drove home, after not smelling her cheap perfume i asked dad where she was, aparently she she went to some fashion week in NYC and would come on 20th december, good i didnt wanted to see her right away.
The holiday was ok, besides the part where that witch came home with her family, her other 4 sisters came with their kids, each having three kids and one of them was expecting the fourth, god, please, someone give them some pills.
While the family was downstairs watching some Christamass movie and enjoying the Christmas Eve, i was upstairs in my room finishing my plan to leave Phantom Lord. What i did, while still in school i went to secretary and took a withdrawn formular, the assitent looked at me above her rectangular glasses like i grew another head, soon i understood why she was looking at me like that, usually parents come and get the formular but i told her dad is out of country with Katsumi, she seemed not to care too much and gave me that im completing it in my father's name-good thing i can copy his signature pretty well-But this is not the whole plan, i still didnt wanted to stay home-yes i have changed my mind-, instead i looked up another boarding school and i found this great and good looking school, its name is Fairy Tail, i looked throught more photos and everything was amazing, i knew immediately that is where i would want to be. I downloaded the enrolling paper and i completed in my fathers name when i was done, i scanned them and sent them to each schools on a fake email so my dad won't suspect anything.
Once i got the approvel email from Fairy Tail i knew i made a good decision.