A/N I am not Stephenie Meyer, I do not own The Twilight Saga. No copyright infringement is intended.
NOTE: I changed a few small things from the ending of Breaking Dawn to add climax to my story. For Examble: Renesmee grows at a normal rate, but will stop growing at the age 17... so i guess a few big changes:)
JACOB'S POV
Chapter 1: I Spy
It still amazes me how one "meant to be innocent thought" can lead to such a dramatic problem. But as soon as I thought it, I was kicked out of their house and told to never come back. Of course HE knew I couldn't stay away, but he sure did make sure I was gone for a while. She probably doesn't even remember me; she was only one when I left. I'm talking about Renesmee Cullen. The only reason for my existence. The sun that I revolve around.
It was just an average Saturday. I was playing blocks with Nessie on the living room floor, thinking about our future. I hoped that one day we would be as happy as Sam and Emily. I was remembering how peaceful everything was when they were together, how they would talk so sweetly to each other, the way he kissed her. HUGE MISTAKE! That really pissed Edward off. He took it the wrong way and the next thing I knew I was being thrown out of the house. Literally. That was the last time I really saw her. She looked up at me with those soft brown eyes and smiled. Then she cried out my name as I was violently thrown out. When I looked back, she was being taken out of the room by Blondie. Reaching out towards me. My heart shattered into a million pieces. But I knew that if I wanted to say on her father's good side, I would have to respect his wishes and stay away until he was ready to except the fact that there was no keeping me from Renesmee. Now, 7 years later, I can no longer stay away.
I feel like a creep, hiding in the woods, watching an eight year old girl during recess. But at this point, I don't really care. I have free time during the day and there is no other way I can be near her. Her whole family is way too overprotective for me to sneak in to her house or try and approach her at some park. Once, I was driving behind Edward on the high way on my way to the super market. He must have realized it was me because he slammed on the brakes and turned right around in the opposite direction. It took everything I had not to follow them. I could see Edward driving, but the windows in the back seat were dimmed, so I couldn't tell if Nessie was in the car or not. My guess is yes, or maybe the turn wouldn't have been so abrupt. So here I am, hidden by the trees and the chain linked fence. My watch said 12:29, so only 1 minute until she came out. Thirty seconds. 10… 9… 8… The bell went off and about fifty third grade girls came pouring out of the building. I looked around for Nessie until I saw her. She was standing in a circle with some of her friends. They were a giggling about something. I wanted so badly to call out her name. I would probably get arrested if I did. Although, it might be worth it just for her to know that I exist. Then again, she probably wouldn't like me as much if I were in jail. Argh this is so frustrating! I punched a near-by tree in anger, splitting it in half. It made a loud noise and she looked up. Crap! Her other friends didn't seem to notice. Slowly, she started walking towards the fence. Suddenly, I wondered if she could see me. She was half vampire, but I thought I was pretty well concealed. I wanted to back away as fast as i could, but something stopped me. I could feel myself being pulled towards her and I wondered if she felt the same thing. She had a curious look on her face as she carefully approached the fence.
"Nessie, what are you doing?" one of the other girls called.
HA! So the nickname HAD stuck!
"Nothing, I just want to see something," she called back in her wind-chime-like voice.
She was right at the fence now, and she looked through the trees. I made sure I was well hidden behind a large pine tree. We were so close that I could probably reach out and touch her. I didn't, of course. She seemed to hesitate for a second.
"H-hello?" she whispered.
There was dead silence for a full ten seconds as she listened, her head cocked to one side.
"Hello Renesmee, my name is Jacob Black."
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