Glee - Behind The Cameras Pt.1 *A CrissColfer-FanFic*

Its a funny thing being famous, the Glitz , The Glamour , The Fans. Hollywood has its perks.. but also has it downsides. This is a story of how Fame can supress ones true desires. More importantly the desire to love.

and Go!

"CUT" yelled the director, Chris Colfer & Darren Criss has just wrapped one of their scenes . It was that time after every crucial scene where Chris was expecting his "well Done Buddy" handshake from Darren which he usually gets after every take they film together.. But this one was different. Darren had rushed off set to his trailer without saying a word to chris. Chris thought to himself , should he follow him? but decided to go and speak to his co-star and one of many best friends Lea.

* Knock Knock*

Lea - who is it?

Chris - it Chriiiis

Lea - oh hey , c'mon on it.

Cory - Hey Man

Chris - oh sorry, i thought you were alone, i'll come back

Cory- no no its cool, i'll leave you guys to talk... everything ok buddy?

Chris - yea its, fine , i just gotta ask her something

Lea- i'll catch up with you later Cory.

Cory- alrigh see, you guys later.

Chris- Bye

*Cory Exits Lea's Trailer*

Lea- so what's up hun?

Chris - Its Darren

Lea - what happened?

Chris - he's being weird with me, like he just sort of ranaway after our last take.

Lea- maybe he needed the bathroom, have you gone to his trailer?

Chris- no, but should i?, i feel like im invading his space, i mean yea we're all inlove on camera, but behind it, im just a co-worker to him

Lea- don't be silly, you two are superclose

Chris- yea i guess, but i dont wanna be that gay guy that wont leave him alone if you know what i mean

Lea- i get you, but i dont think its like that at all, besides i thought you thought he was totally gay anyways.

Chris- yea but thats besides the point, he says he's not, so you gotta take that as that's what he wants you to believe.

Lea- well ok, but try and speak to him, clear this all up.

Chris - ok, your right , i will do.

Lea- good , gimme a hug

*They Hug*

Chris- now get back to yo mannnn

Lea- your so silly chris , stop it you know we're just friends ( she smiles)

Chris - Alright See Ya.

Chris leaves the trailer, butterflies going crazy in his stomach, he feels like he could pass out at any time, nerves just became the best of him, and as he walked towards Darren's trailer, he considered turning back over and over but thought to himself "No, i have to do this"

as chris approached the door of Darren's trailer , Darren had opened it about to step out.

Darren - Oh... Hey

Chris- Hey... um ..oh where you just leaving?

Darren - well yea, i was just gonna um take a walk

Chris - on set?

Darren - No , well sorta, just around some of the unused sets that arent in use, you know clear my head a little

Chris - oh i see, well this is not a good time so i'll just be leaving you then

Darren - no, no wait

(Darren grabs chris's lower arm, gently holding him preventing him from leaving his side)

Darren - did you ..wanna talk or something?

Chris- well yeah actually, i just wanted to check on you, see how things are.

Darren- ok, well im good, i guess i could use some company on my little tour that isnt really a tour because... well i see it everyday.

Chris- ok, well i'll be your tour guide who isnt really a tour guide and we'll do this.

Darren - cool, well lead the kind sir.

(They smiled at eachother)

Chris- is it crazy that this reminds me of us filming baby its cold outside

Darren - which part

Chris- the part where your charming and courteous

Darren- wow, ok well arent i always charming and courteous

Chris - well yea

Darren - good because..

Chris- because what?

Darren- just because

Chris- well...ok. .. so Darren can i ask you a question

Darren - you just did

Chris - stop being silly,you know what i mean

Darren- ok.. sure. im all ears.

Chris - what was wrong with you earlier

Darren- when?

Chris - when we finished filming, you usually say well done and you know shake my hand or something and you just sort of ran off like i was time bomb about to detonate

Darren - why ,are you upset with me because i didnt shake your hand, i can't believe me touch means so much to you ( he says as charmingly as ever)

Chris- no.. well you know... i dont know, i just wondered if i had did something wrong

Darren- no , no ,no offcourse not, you... were amazing... as always

(Darren stopped walking, and so did chris... grabbing Chris's hands Darren explained)

Darren- i...i need to be completely 100% honest with you about something... something that's eating away at me

Chris - Really?... well... what is it? ( he asked concerned)

Darren - Chris... (Darren Sighs) ... im... im having a hard time...

Chris - Darren its ok you can say it... whats the matter

Darren - its hard.. i.. i.

"HEY GUYS, WHAT ARE YOU DOING OVER HERE"? a voice shouts.

it was one of show's producers.

Darren & Chris paused.

- end of part 1 -