WARNING- This is Rated R, and I MEAN it, guys. There's some stuff in there that I do NOT think most parents would aprove of. Yes, I'm not 17 yet, I'm kinda far from it, but my parents don't friggen care. I don't want little Sally's mom yelling at me cuz she said 'Marajuana makes people LOSE IT,', o.k? Right. So I warned, and that should be enough. Offended? Get out. Parents don't want it? Get out. Anything that means you shouldn't be, don't want to be, or hate the idea of R rated fanfics, the exit is in the upper right corner. The X button.

Sword- This is the 5th time I've lost that file!! AGH! I WHY IN HECK IS MY COMPUTER SO MEAN?!?!?

Cast-of-Saiken- ::slowly backs away::

Sword- AGH! THIS SUCKS! Anyways... ::tries to calm down:: This is my first Kichigo fanfic, as well as my first R-rated one...

Kishuu- ::puts two and two together:: ::coughs:: Details...?

Sword- Well, I HAVE written them but I keep LOSING THE FILE! Maybe it's the name?? Yeah. I'll name the file something different... ::renames file:: AHA! Now...

This is written in first person, and that was inspired by Satashi's...

Kishuu and Sword- ::in unison:: EVEN TRADE!

Sword- Yes, yes. Satashi rocks my mediocre fanfics socks off... Saiken means 'Slight Flaw', by the way. Please enjoy the fanfic! There may be a lot of messed up parts... I'm listening to Do As Infinity's Raven right now (on repeat till Kishuu comes in -)... Do As Infinity rocks my socks... So, of course, this fanfic starts with Ichigo walking on a path with Masaya... who will be out of the way momentarily.

X.x.X... Dealing The Wrong Way ...X.x.X

I put my hair up in two pigtails as I walk alongside Masaya. We hadn't been together in a long time, and I had been beginning to doubt if he loved me as much as he had said he did. Five years ago, I wouldn't have let this stop me, I'd just have kept trying to get him to smile, but that had been stupid. Masaya, I knew, had never been really happy, no matter what he had said, even when he was with me, I just hadn't wanted to admit it. Maybe it was the fact he had almost killed all of mankind. Or maybe it was because he never knew his real parents... or... I didn't know. Masaya was never happy, not really. I'm not sure how long I was thinking, or how far we went, but when I finally climbed out of my mind, he suddenly stopped infront of a house, causing me to bump into him.

"We're at Koishikawa's..." (A/N- I did take that last name from a certain manga...) he said, sounding relieved, and looked down at me. "It's always good to be here," Wondering why it was always so great to be there, I trotted behind him as he walked up to the door and turned the knob. It wasn't locked. Within a few moments of our entrance, a boy- I assumed it was Koishikawa-, about Masaya's age, appeared from behind a door. Looking behind him, I saw a few other boys, all seated in chairs, gathered around something.

"Aoyama. You're here, finally," he said in a low monotone. His eyes settled on Masaya, then darted to me.

"This is Ichigo, Ichigo, this is Koishikawa." explained Masaya, almost automatically, and it was a relief to hear his voice after that low, low monotone.

"Ah. You're girlfriend..." Koishikawa's eyes scanned me, starting at my feet, and going up, momentarily stopping at my chest, then going on to memorize the rest of me, and, as if I wasn't there, made comments. "A real knock-out, if you put her in something a bit more revealing, and... sort of... ah... y'know...dude. Maybe you might have break out some cash, but it'd be well worth it,". I wasn't sure how to react to that- though I hated the comment-, but there was no way I'd do THAT, I wouldn't even get into something 'more revealing'... Augh. There are girls younger than me skipping around with everything hanging out, I told myself, What's wrong with it? Still, I didn't like the idea. Even when I dressed as an extra to save Zakuro, I felt really uncomfortable, and that was only for a few minutes, and it was to SAVE someone and make them a mew mew, good god! (But the 'breaking out cash' part was definatly NOT o.k, no matter what)Masaya acted as if he hadn't said he comment, and I did the same, so I wouldn't seem rude. Actually, I didn't care if I seemed rude after being told I would be better as a call girl or something like that. I got weird popups about stuff like that, and it was GROSS.

"Well, we gonna stand here talking all day or do what we all came here for?" Koishikawa snickered at his own comment, and started walking to the room he had emerged from, beckoning for us to follow. At first glance, what was inside the room seemed like a simple gathering of 18-ish-year-olds hunched around something- a book for cram night, perhaps-. I thought that at first too, until I smelled burning grass, and saw smoke coming from whatever it was. A little freaky for someone like me. Shooting Masaya a questioning look, I started to form a few questions in my mind, but none of them came out right, and it was all I could do to choke out "Is that mara-wa-wajuana?" Some people might say it's not big deal. Masaya's 18, he can do whatever kind of drugs he wants. But to me, it WAS a big deal. MY Masaya. MY Masaya of five years, the one I died then came back to LIFE for, and the one that brought me back to LIFE.

"Well, DUH. It's a GREAT stress reliever," a boy said, his voice in an even lower monotone. "So take some. No more worries... you loosen up... like... a lot..." and his eyes, just like Koishikawa's had, shifted to my chest. (A/N- Don't blame me... blame... blame... I DUNNO JUST NOT ME! I'm just the messenger! Fine, fine. Sometimes I have problems. NOT MY FAULT NOT MY FAULT! ::turns up volume on Raven and rocks back and forth::)

"Masaya, say this isn't true. You aren't doing marajuana... are you? You can't be..." I turned to the other boys in the room. "You should be ashamed. This isn't funny Masaya! Stop it now!" I whispered, my voice hoarse. I knew Masaya wasn't lieing. I also knew I didn't WANT to know what else he had been doing, and as I tried to ignore the empty cans of beer on the floor, realized he could have been doing anything, and my twelve-year-old ignoring-and-pretending-and-it-will-all-get-better way of doing things had went on without my knowing it. Masaya shrugged, and sat down on the sofa next to Koishikawa, who had been flipping through a magizine featuring who KNOWS what.

"We have enough for you, girly, if that's what you're so-" he paused to (A/N- how do you smoke the stuff anyways? Agh. Insert it there. ::ish a good girl... sort of::), then looked up again. "Damn... aaah... well this crap is expensee-eeve, so you'd better juss pull up-ah syet der... and we ken git frendlee-ee, eh?" chuckling, he pushed the magizine to the floor- and I saw it hadn't been anything for perverts, just a catelouge for some type of big candy buisiness-, and patted the spot between him and Masaya.

"No!" my voice returned in a sudden rush, and I felt my ears and tail pop into view. I didn't care- at least I don't think I did-. Everything had been so blurry then, with those comments and my own Masaya doing things like this. I knew he being a part of all those clubs, trying to keep up with expectiations was hard, but he had never really complained before, I had never dared to bring it up. Slowly at first, I turned on my heel and ran out of the room, picking up more speed as I went along. I caught a few sentence's with my cat-ears- one Masaya's, one Koishikawa's.

"Ichigo! Augh! DAMNIT!"

"Cawlm dwun dooode. Ishigooo duzn' know how expyensive this cur-a-ap is... juss dunt weste tee-yme..."

How could I have been so stupid? I scolded myself, coming to a stop. I had clearly been running for a while... I didn't know how far, didn't know how long; didn't care either. The ground under me seemed to pound and shake, and I saw to many things at once- the first time I saw Masaya, our first date, our first kiss, him as the blue knight, 'I was born to protect you!', becoming deep blue, sacrificing himself, me sacrificing myself, his face when I awoke 'Good morning my princess'... our love pledge, the day he left for England, the day he came back...- it blurred as if a wind had blown through my mind, and everything was scrambled. No, that doesn't go there, I thought, trying to piece things together, trying to figure everything out. Footsteps came from behind me, and, thinking it was Masaya- who else?-, I yelled.

"There's NOTHING! It's OVER. FINISHED. You can go BACK now,"

"Kitten, we never had anything..."

X.x.X ... End Chapter One ... X.x.X

Sword-chan- Yay! Kishuu's entrance!

Kishuu- DAMNIT ALL YOU DID WAS LET ME SAY ONE THING. AND YOU DIDNT EVEN TOTALLY LET THEM KNOW IT WAS ME!

Sword-chan- Kishuu, 'Kitten' is your signiture entrance thing. Besides, I was listening to My Sweetheart. Wanted to end the madness...

Kishuu- YOU SAID YOU WERE LISTENING TO RAVEN!! (Do As Infinity's, not the he-she Micheal Jackon's. o.0 Scary guy...)

Sword-chan- I was. But the same song- no matter how awesome- can get boring. Jeeze... anyways, expect lots of fluff with Kishuu and Ichigo!

Kishuu- YOU RATED IT R YOU NEED MORE THAN FLUFF!

Sword-chan- Uh, drug use. We don't want the kiddies getting high in the streets... even though I am a kid- sorta-. I'm just- uh- educated. IMAGINE HIGH... KIDDIES! SCARY!

Kishuu- 0.0;; Yeah. That is scary.

Masaya- ::pops in:: YOU MADE ME A DRUGEE?

Sword-chan- I've had this urge... to bash you. Besides, whenever you're in my fanfics, it's Machigo all around... (he was only in like... one. O.O;; Shhh!!!) Anyways, see you in chapta 2! Sorry this wasn't too long. ::gloom:: Please review! Or no chapter two! MUAHAHA!

Kishuu- GASP! YES YES YES REEEVIEEEWWW!