Title: I ask
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: ShizukaxBakura
Warnings: Possible Ooc, alluded NC sex, and dark themes.
Disclaimer: I own the pocket lint. (Is poked by lawyer's)What? I DON'T? (Is poked by lawyer's again) I owe you how much? SHIT!
I ask for something small,
A bauble one could say,
But more like a token.
I ask something overwhelming
To the mind that is yours
Beyond your heart, even.
I ask for a tender hug
(Done in secret of course)
As I lie here about to die.
I ask for a sign from you
That I am more to you
Than a warm body to bed.
I ask something worthless
To you a thief of material,
But to me a priceless moment.
I ask, nay beg, repeatedly
That falls upon deaf ears,
Ears that will not listen.
I ask and you didn't yield,
I closed my legs to you
And yet you took anyway.
I asked you to stop,
But you plundered on,
O thief, why?
I asked and doubted
The love you claimed
And you fooled yourself.
I asked still yet
Why live in denial?
I know you love me.
I ask for something now,
Though I know not what,
As I glance upon the mourners.
I ask silently inside me,
Why aren't you are here?
Where is my thief?
I ask the priest,
Though he can not hear
As he says his piece.
I ask my friends
But they wail too loud
Their hearts bleed too much.
I ask my brother,
But I doubt he'd care,
Unless to kill HIM, of course.
I ask my cat,
And she guides the way,
To my crying Bakura's side.
I ask Bakura
Who finally replies
That he is too frightened to feel.
I ask why
Again he responds
That he'll always lose his loved ones.
Here lie's in rest
Our beloved best
Shizuka
Nov. 20, 1990- Jan. 8, 2013
Author's Note- Please allow me to clear the air!
1- I do not know Shizuka's last name, in Japanese anyway, and neither Jounouchi nor Kawai were claimed to be, from what I can tell, through cannon! Nor was Shizuka's year of birth given or told, to the best of my knowledge. So, I figured I was screwing with the age factor and therefore I decided to apply years anyway. I give kudos' and cake and ale to those who figure out HOW I determined the years.
2-This WAS a request fic! Cymoril Avalon requested the pairing and theme and a few others that were not applied. After days of school and waning patience, new inspiration took over the old and this was born.
3-I am terribly sorry for any OOC factors, or offended whatever's. I do not work a lot with Shizuka, in fact this is a first, and hold many conflicting views with the darker Bakura. I thank you all for reading this, I look forward to any reviews and I hope that you are pleased with this Ms. Avalon! If not, I can add to it or make another side story for you.
4-Cymoril Avalon, I am pleased that you are my first request! I simply hope you are not my last, from online anyway.
2nd AN: My, I haven't read this…since I posted it! Ha! I merely fixed some grammar. This brings back bittersweet memories and came out far better than I thought.
