Okay, so this is my very very first fan fiction, and it is alright if you think it sucks, because I am not too proud of it… if you like it, then I might just continue it… although I really should either way because it technically didn't end … we shall see.. please Review… for I shall feel soo happy if you do… !

okay so this is a femslash fanfic with Meredith and Addison... so be warned... it takes place in high school... in this AU fanfic, both Meredith and Addison are in the same grade... all the characters are. that is about it for now

Rating: T... maybe M later onPairing: Meredith/Addison
Disclaimer: I own Kate Walsh... not, if only she were mine!... i own nothing, I think ABC does...

High School Is a Bubble

Part 1

High school is another world, a bubble so to speak. Most high school students act like they are oh so special or just plain "special". There are different groups like the 'cool' kids, band geeks, druggies, nerds, drama fanatics, earth lovers, etc. I Meredith Grey was never the type to fit into a group. But now I unfortunately am about to become the 'new kid', therefore I would immediately be classified as 'unknown' and people will start to make up their own opinions about me. Yup, I am pretty pissed off, cuz at my old school, I was invisible, maybe it was because I always wore black. But it was good to be invisible because no one bothered me or talked to me, I just kinda existed, but now everyone will know me as the new kid, they will randomly come up to me and ask stupid questions… and worst of all I had to transfer in the middle of senior year! See my mother had to screw everything up by getting a new job here in Seattle at Seattle Grace Hospital as a big shot surgeon. Hence me driving to a new high school, and I am pretty sure I am lost.

'Great I am late… where is room 137? ... 135,… 136….ahhha 138, WTF… oh wait, there it is…'

As I open the door, every single person in the room turn their heads and just stare at me… they actually remind me of fish, well fish with bad acne… ugh… and the teacher looks really pissed off… just great, I have to get stuck with the old annoying lady who looks like a horse…

"And who do you think you, are disturbing my class!"

She sort of sounds like a horse too

"Meredith Grey…I am the new transfer student"

"oh well, you are late, I expect you to be on time for the rest of your high school career" "And I am Ms. Rotem, now take a seat"

As I look around for a seat, a very perky looking student with long blonde hair starts to flare her arms… I am assuming she wants me to occupy the only available seat beside her… great-

"Hi I am Isobel Stevens, but everyone calls me Izzy! So you're new!"

As I said, people always ask the new kid stupid questions…

"yes, I am new"

"Great, so I could totally show you around school, my friends would totally not mind, you can even eat lunch with us and we -"

"Isobel, silence"

thank goodness, at least the old bat got her to shut up… sure she is cute and she seems really nice, but seriously, she is way to happy… maybe she is on something, like E, or possible –

'SHRILLL'

Swing! Class over, now I have… look at timetable oh my favorite course, Bio… yeah I am such a nerd.

"So Meredith" great the happy Izzy wishes to speak to me…

"What class do you have next?"

"I have Bio with Ms. Rajataka- okay I really cant pronounce –"

"Squeel"

Seriously? Did she really just squeal!

"we have bio together.. and we all call her ms. Raj… you are going to love it… bio kicks ass, plus we have it with all my friends and –"

That is when I start to wonder if everyone who is friends with Izzy is like her… cuz I think I could only handle one… ugh I hate the fact that everyone in the halls are looking at me...

"earth to Meredith… HELLO!"

"seriously, I am not deaf!"

"sorry miss bitchy, look, I am trying to be helpful… If you don't want -"

Great, now I feel bad, she is really sweet, least I could do is stop being a bitch

"sorry" I say "I am just not used to being the new kid that everyone stares at… I used to be invisible… and I totally liked it better"

"well instead of being all bitchy and stuff, get used to it because it wont stop until, like Friday… and possible wear something besides black…"

"woow… don't take it too far, I don't think I wore anything with colour since I was 12 - "

"Izzy" both Izzy and I turn around to face a chubby kid with a really bad haircut calling her name…

"oh hey George" Izzy says

"Meredith, this is my friend George, George, Meredith"

That is when George sticks out his hand… It was kinda weird to be shaking his hand… plus they were kind of sweaty… he seems really nervous…

"uhh.. h- hi Meredith, nnice to meet you"

Maybe he will let go of my hand now.

"Hi"

Izzy decided to break the awkward moment

"Meredith has Bio with us too… isn't that great"

"great"

We finally get to the bio lab, were a short young South Asian lady greets us

"and you must be" she looks at the attendance

"Meredith Grey?"

"yes"

"great, why don't you introduce yourself briefly to the rest of the class, maybe even say something that you are interested in?"

Great… feels like I am in kindergarten all over again.

"umm sure… "

That is when everyone decided to be completely silent and actually listen to what I am about to say

"hi I am Meredith, I transferred from Chicago… and I like random 80's and 90's bands"

"Like what?"

I wasn't really expecting someone to actually ask me something… and I was totally no going to answer, because technically I was done with my intro… but when I saw who asked it… I kinda just said the first things that came to mind… "Cranberries, the Cure, The Smiths, Talking Heads, Echo and the Bunnymen. The list goes on"

You see the person who asked the question was probably the most attractive female I have ever met. Yup, female, ever since my huge crush on Buffy from Buffy the Vampire Slayer, I came to realize that I am most defiantly not like your average girl who puts posters of Brad Pitt or George Clooney on their walls… Nope, I was totally into chicks… anyways, I am totally off topic… where was I.. Yes the girl… she was most defiantly hot… I should really just sit down… or else I might make a foul of myself

as I took a seat with Izzy, George, and two others who I assume are her friends.

"Meredith, these are my friends, Alex and Christina"

I received a little wave from the guy beside Izzy who I assume is Alex as well as a brief warning from Christina about how if I distract her during class and potentially ruin her chances of graduating with honours, she will beat the shit out of me… I believed her too.

After the little greetings, Ms. Raj began a very interesting lesson on Neurology. I would occasionally glance at the red head who unfortunately sat on the other side of the room… at one point, I noticed that the guy sitting beside her had his hand on her thigh… just dandy, she has a boyfriend, who I must say is pretty good-looking, if you are into that...

"That's Derek… otherwise known as McDreamy… he is taken if you are wondering" Izzy said, cuz apparently I seem to be staring at him…

"McDreamy? That's a lame nickname" I reply

"yeah well…he is" was all I got back from her

"and I wasn't looking at him" damn I should have kept my mouth shut… I mean, I could care less what others think of me… but I could us without the gossip … at least not on the first day.

"then who were you looking at?" Izzy could be kind of clueless and that is when the ever so observant Christina, who I am starting to really like said

"she is obviously into Addison… and who wouldn't be, she is hot … "

"damn it…" was all I heard from George as well as a 'That's hot' from Alex , he is such a male

"shut up Alex, and Meredith… and it's okay if you are whisper gay"

what do I say to that…'gee thanks Izzy …

"she means we don't care, and wont tell anyone if you want" adds Christina

"that's what I want"

"well, if you are into Addison… she is technically dating McDreamy… but there is the GSA, and you could probably meet some girl there… or maybe you could join the-"

"That's okay, I am not really into the whole waving a freakin' rainbow flag around… but thanks anyway"

Sure I am gay, but high school clubs bother me… especially the ones that make signs that have Lance Bass and Melissa Ethridge all over them... it is just too… gay.

"and your homework for today is -" I start to gather my things when I hear

"I had you pegged for a lame emo girl ...guess I was wrong"

The moment I turn around, all that I saw was a flash of long red hair, followed by 'McDreamy'…

"I could totally see you doing Addison" although Alex's remark was slightly disturbing… I have to say, I agree with him. As I left bio, I began to think of ways to achieving just that.

I could act like such a guy sometimes…!

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