It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am ~ Kagome sat in her room pondering. 'Why do I keep going back to him? No matter what I always go back to him, even when he treats me like shit. Why do I do it?' she just couldn't understand it. Being with him was getting to be completely unbearable and yet she always went back to him. She's been so depressed she just couldn't take it anymore. She just didn't understand it. She was completely numb. Everything was in black and white. She couldn't take it anymore. She followed him around in a daze. ~ Cause now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from the sun again ~ She's been so depressed that she hadn't been back to the feudal era in a bout a month and every time Inuyasha tried to come get her she'd sit him through the floor until he'd finally leave. It was like living in a black void. She didn't know what she was doing. She didn't feel anything. ~ I'm over this
I'm tired of livin' in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know ~ Finally her resolve cracked. She'd been thinking about death for the longest time but she just can't take it anymore. She needed a release. She needed an escape. So she began planning. ~ And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again ~ She found the bottle of valium that her mother always kept to fight off her anxiety attacks. Then she went into the bathroom and filled the tub with warm water and found a razor blade. ~ It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done ~ She sat in the water and calmly took the entire bottle of valium. Then she created long cuts going up her arm from the wrist. Then she just sat in the warm water and waited for the end. ~ And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines to light the way for me
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place ~ She calmly sat and watched as her blood stained the water a pinkish color and then it was red. She watched in fascination until her vision began to blur. Then she heard a door crash open. She blearily looked over and saw him standing in the doorway. "I wish this wasn't just a hallucination Inuyasha, I loved you. But you didn't love me." Then her eyes drooped shut. No matter what he tried to do to rouse her she wouldn't open her eyes again. He pulled her bloody wet body out of the water and held her close. When her family came home they found him still sitting there holding her like that. ~ I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am ~ Kagome sat in her room pondering. 'Why do I keep going back to him? No matter what I always go back to him, even when he treats me like shit. Why do I do it?' she just couldn't understand it. Being with him was getting to be completely unbearable and yet she always went back to him. She's been so depressed she just couldn't take it anymore. She just didn't understand it. She was completely numb. Everything was in black and white. She couldn't take it anymore. She followed him around in a daze. ~ Cause now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from the sun again ~ She's been so depressed that she hadn't been back to the feudal era in a bout a month and every time Inuyasha tried to come get her she'd sit him through the floor until he'd finally leave. It was like living in a black void. She didn't know what she was doing. She didn't feel anything. ~ I'm over this
I'm tired of livin' in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know ~ Finally her resolve cracked. She'd been thinking about death for the longest time but she just can't take it anymore. She needed a release. She needed an escape. So she began planning. ~ And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again ~ She found the bottle of valium that her mother always kept to fight off her anxiety attacks. Then she went into the bathroom and filled the tub with warm water and found a razor blade. ~ It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done ~ She sat in the water and calmly took the entire bottle of valium. Then she created long cuts going up her arm from the wrist. Then she just sat in the warm water and waited for the end. ~ And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines to light the way for me
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place ~ She calmly sat and watched as her blood stained the water a pinkish color and then it was red. She watched in fascination until her vision began to blur. Then she heard a door crash open. She blearily looked over and saw him standing in the doorway. "I wish this wasn't just a hallucination Inuyasha, I loved you. But you didn't love me." Then her eyes drooped shut. No matter what he tried to do to rouse her she wouldn't open her eyes again. He pulled her bloody wet body out of the water and held her close. When her family came home they found him still sitting there holding her like that. ~ I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again