Warnings: underage, cross generation, underage sex, vampires, werewolves, non canon

bad Dumbledore, manipulative Dumbledore, Molly Weasley bashing, Ron Weasley bashing, Ginny Weasley bashing, Hermione Granger bashing, good Voldemort, good Malfoy family, good death eaters, good Severus Snape.

pairings: Remus Lupin/Harry Potter. Fred Weasley/Draco Malfoy/George Weasley.

Fenrir Greyback/Luna Lovegood. Voldemort/Sirius Black/Severus Snape

Rabastan Lestrange/Bill Weasley. Rodolphus Lestrange/Bellatrix Lestrange.

Lucius Malfoy/Arthur Weasley. Blaise Zabini/Charlie Weasley.

Notes: This is my first Harry Potter fan fiction, sorry if the characters are a bit ooc. I'm danish so sorry if my english are bad.

Chapter 1

Harry's P.O.V

I was walking through the hallways of Grimmauld place, I was having a really shitty day. This morning Ron kept telling how much Ginny and I would be perfect together,

then mrs Weasley kept trying to get me to eat more of her food.

Ginny have also spent most of the day staring at me with lusty eyes, which caused Remus to growl.

Sirius looked like he was to strangle mrs Weasley when she said that I couldn't stay for the order meeting.

"Harry what are you doing out here this time at night."

"Oh, hello Remus I couldn't sleep, so I decided to look around." 'When I think about it, it's actually really cold.' "Harry you're freezing, come with me."

"Please take a seat on the bed." 'Remus's room is really warm.' "Now tell me Harry what is wrong." "What do you mean?" "C'mon Harry I know that there is something wrong." "Mrs Weasley keep saying that I should eat more, and that she cares for me.

If she cared for me she wouldn't let me live with the Dursleys, she know that they abuses me, heck even Dumbledore knows. I also annoys me that I can't stay for the order meetings, if I'm supposed to save the wizarding world aren't it only fair that I know whats going on. And then there's Ron, he keeps saying that Ginny and I would be perfect together, I'm already in love with another person." I blush when I mention that i was in love with another person, Remus leaned closer to me. "And who might that person be."

"Wha-why do you wanna know." 'Why does he have to be that hot, and warm, and gentle. Stop thinking those thoughts! He would never like me, he only sees me as a child.' "Harry I asked you a question, who are you in love with." "M ove ith u." "Can you say that again?" "I'm in love with you Remus, I have been in love with you since third year. But I know that you will never love me back, so you don't need to look like that."

Tears started to run down my cheeks I got up to leave, but Remus took a hold of my arm,

and dragged me down on the bed growling.

"Who says that I don't love you, I've loved you since third year. Heck I knew from the day that you were born that you would be my mate, but I never thought that you would like an old man like me, a werewolf at that. I would go to hell for you!"

Remus said as he hovered over me. "I've been on the edge for far to long." He moved down to whisper in my ear. "I want you, now." When he looked at me, his eyes turned golden. I couldn't believe that he loved me, that he wanted me. "Okay, you can take me."

I said while I blushed. Remus kissed me, first it was a gentle kiss. Then the kiss turned rougher and soon Remus licked my lips asking for entrance, I opened my mouth, and our tongues met. When we needed to breath Remus moved down to kiss and lick at my neck.

"Please be gentle, it's my first time." "I shall try, but I can't promise anything."