I watched him as he left.
He was going to leave me. Just like that.
I didn't stop him.
But I wanted to.
What was I to do?
Tell him everything?
Make him hate me even more?
Tell him all the things I wanted to tell him?
All the lies I told him.
Why did I let it go to far?
I loved him.
But why wasn't I able to tell him?
I hurt him.
Broke his heart.
Flashback
'Syuusuke. Why did you kiss him just now?'
no reason really. I lied.
'Syuusuke, do you love him?'
. . . I say nothing
'Am I not enough for you?' you ask
It's not like that… I try
'Are you going to leave me? Leave me for him?'
I don't know. I answer.
'What am to you? What was I to you, Syuusuke?'
. . . I don't know anymore. You were my everything but… I can't finish my sentence.
'So I don't mean anything to you. I never meant anything to you?'
I'm sorry.
'I see.' he says simply. 'Then I guess I'll be taking my leave then.' He turns and walks away.
-I try to call out to him, but I couldn't with the rain pouring on me. He couldn't hear me yelling his name or maybe he chose to ignore it. But even so, I don't go after him. Cause I believe it will only hurt him more.-
End of flashback
Now that I think back,
Maybe he wanted me to follow him.
Whatever the reason he stopped talking to me,
Avoided me all he could.
Then he told me he was leaving,
Told me that he couldn't stand being around me.
He left me too.
Now I have no one left.
No one to love.
What was I to do?
I watched as the plane left.
When the plane was far from my sight,
A tear fell.
I regret everything I did to him,
I want him to come back.
Come back,
Come back to me.
Start anew.
But I knew that will never happen.
He'll come back,
But not for me.
A/N: it sucked. I know it did. Oh well deal with it. Flames are encouraged. If it confused you, then sorry. Cant figure out the pairing. Guess.