Doctor Who (c) BBC
The Fifth Doctor: I might regenerate. I don't know. Feels different this time…
"Well ive done it …...ive saved Peri. I am so glad I did. But why have I. This is a girl I do not know. She is like the rest. A castaway, a stowaway. Another insignificant human who has decided to tag along with me. This girl is nothing to me and yet once again I have thrown away another life just to save a human, I maybe should stop this. They are nothing to me, I wonder why I do this. Why should I defend this insignificant planet? It is going to end up being destroyed in a couple of billion years time. I should just let it go."
" I like this planet though. It is defenceless. It is needing to be saved. I wonder if that is because of me. And then I wonder if it has been saved because of me. I cannot remember it all. I have read things that could have been me, but I do not have the memories, Stolen planets, daleks, cybermen.. statues that cast you back in time, And why is it I do not remember any future of Gallifrey up to a point, Something has happened, I guess I will find out in time,"
I see Tegan... that annoying BUT damn loyal Austrailian...i was genuinely sorry to see her leave. I really liked her …...but she could be grating. She was my conscience. She was my friend to the end ( more or less – she left me …...as they all do )
Now Nyssa...ahh that wonderful gentle girl from Traken... I wish I couldve got revenge for her... that girl lost so much. But now I think, was it me that has changed her from that gentle girl to a nurse who will sacrifice her life. Nyssa I wanted better for you.
Turlough, Turlough , Turlough...how to think of you. I knew from the off , you needed to kill me …...never wanted …...but needed. And I will say this..how proud of you I was when you made your choice. BUT I was always wary. You always had your secret. I guess I found that out. You held your secrets to the end. Maybe someday.
Kamelion …...all I can say if only.
Adric...what can I say? You were stubborn, a child who was never told No. and yet you were clever and brave. If only I could've save you. I just couldn't. I was not allowed to. I am so sorry for not saving you.
The Fifth Doctor: Adric?
Now I see someone I dont want to see. The Master. Why is he here? He has gone , hasn't he?. I thought he was. No. I wont listen to you old friend. I can't. I won't. I refuse.
NO
I will not give in to you. I WILL NOT!
"Doctor...?"
"You were expecting someone else?"
"What's happened?"
"Change my dear...and not a moment to soon!"
FINI