Title: Broken
Summary: Bella after Edward left her.
Disclaimer: Not mine!!! Im just borrowing thm for my own evil twisted ideas :P
A/N: I wrote this after a massive fight with my best friends of 15yrs. It reflects how I thought Bella felt after losing the one person she though would be there forever. First Twilight fic. Please r r - Lenna x
She was lost without him.
Bella sat motionless caught staring out of her bedroom window at the unusually bright and clear Forks sky. It was days like this she hated the most. The light made her think of him, of the rare snatched moments in the sunlight when Edward was hers.
At least the dim greying overcast skies that normally covered Forks reflected her mood. Even the rain held solace for her now, allowing for a few tears to slip unnoticed. For months she had felt like the colour had been stolen from her life, but it hadn't been stolen; it had left of it;s own free will, and a result had left her alone and empty.
Charlie thought she was depressed but Bella wasn't sure; can you feel depression when inside you were hollow, a dead space that couldn't be touched?
She was so tired of trying. Of carrying on as if nothing had happened.
How could one person do this? So easily, so cruelly. Bella would have felt better if she had felt numb, or betrayed. Pain ad hurt would have at least meant that she was feeling something. Instead she felt nothing. She may be breathing, her heart continued to beat but she was dead inside, trapped in a living death. Broken. The day he left was the day he killed her, heart and soul. Bella was just waiting for her body to catch up.