Well, I know I should be working on my other stories, but it just came to my mind to write down my own life in a TT version. It will be countinued sooner than the other stories of mine, but I'm working on those too.

I don't own I Miss The Misery or Halestorm or TT or Facebook. I only own Joy, Karen, Brad and Emily.

Review please! :)

I was sitting on the floor of my room, writing one of my stories. The radio was playing 'I Miss The Misery' by 'Halestorm' loudly. I was singing along with Lzzy, when I heard my computer beep. I looked at the clock: 11 p.m.

- What the...

I got a message from an old friend of mine.

- Hi Rae! - he wrote.

- Hello Brad :)

There was another beep. Another message. From Karen, who was a friend of Brad and a friend of mine too. We met in a Judo camp three years ago.

- Rae! What do you think of what I said?

Wait...

*Flashback*

There was an annual Judo party in Gotham and I, Karen, Brad and all our teammates were invited. I begged my parents and they let me go. Everything was perfect. I met Brad after 3 years, we talked for hours, I was staying at Karen's home, and there came trouble. At the party, she asked Brad what did he think about me.

- Do you want to hear what did Brad say? - she asked enthusiastically when we arrived to her home.

- I guess so...

- He likes you. He told me that you are the most beautiful girl he's ever seen, you are smart, lively and funny. And he says that age doesn't matter. The only problem is that you live in South Gotham and he lives in North Gotham.- I was shocked. Brad was the last person I thought would say that about me, especially as he's 4 years older than me.

- I don't know if I should cry or laugh... I mean...

- Why? Don't you like him?

- I like him... As a friend. Or a brother. But I never thought he loved me. - a few tears came to my eyes but I wiped them away.

- Well, he loved you ever since he saw you...

- What! I was 12 then...

- I know.

At the rest of the evening we didn't talk about this. But I wanted to think that it's just a nightmare. It was just too confusing and seemed so impossible.

*End of flashback*

So then I had to decide what do I tell Karen. And what Brad.

Karen: I've already told you that he's not like a boyfriend for me. He never was and never will be. That would ruin our friendship and my achievements at school. Sorry. I feel guilty about breaking his heart, but I can't change my feelings.

Brad (asked how I was): Thanks great :D I'm sorry but I have to go. I need to finish my biology homework :/ Good night, bye :)

I logged off Facebook and went to take a bath...

*The next day at school*

- Joy, we have to talk. I have to talk. - I told my best friend. I was an emotional wreck.

- What's the problem? You don't seem to feel so good.

- You know I have a friend, Brad, from Judo camp.

- He's the guy who's older than you and behaves like he's your overprotective brother?

- Yes. So, he told Karen that he loves me.

- And why is it a problem?

- I don't know... I just never thought he would feel that way. For God's sake, I told him about... - I lowered my voice - I told him about Richard.

Richard was the 16 year-old guy I was hopelessly in-love with, though, he never loved me back and broke my heart a thousand times. Well, more than a thousand times.

- Please, forget about Richard. He loves Kori, they're together... - Kori was my classmate, a whore, and, of course, Richard's girlfriend.

-That bitch again!

- Rae, please. So, what are you going to do with this?

- If I listen to my heart, I tell Karen everythig and ask her if she could tell Brad the way that doesn't hurt his feelings. If I listen to my mind, I sit alone, in loud music, and hope for the best.

- I haven't experienced this, but I will listen to you and nod smartly if you need to talk about this.

- Thanks. By the way, don't even tell Emily. She mustn't know this. She would spread it as a rumour through the school. Oh my God! She knew it! She told me that Brad is constantly liking my pictures on Facebook so he loves me. My mom knew it too. Why was I the only one who wasn't aware of how Brad felt about me?

- I won't tell Emily. I promise.

- Thanks.

We stood up from the sofa we were sitting on and started walking towards our classroom. For my bad luck, Richard was coming out his classroom and turned into our direction. My heart started beating louder and faster with every step he took until he passed by us, his arm barely touching my shoulder. It felt like I was flying. He had the effect of stimulants on me. I slapped myself in the face in mind for feeling the way I felt, especially because I promised to both Joy and Emily to forget about Richard. But I couldn't do anything to my feelings. Not only because Richard was so handsome, but I've been loving him since I was 10. I'm not the fangirl-type, but what I felt was more than love and more than fanatism.

As soon as we entered the classroom, the bell rang. The first lesson. A new opportunity for me to think about my hopeless love-life.

Not the best, I know. It was just an idea for a quick story and for ending my writer's block I had.

Was it good?

Or terrible?

Anyway, read, review & enjoy.