YES IM A HORRIBLE PERSON FOR POSTING A TEASER ON A POSSIBLE NEW STORY
INSTEAD OF UPDATING RIGHT NOW....
(WHICH I STILL MAY/MAY NOT DO TONITE)
BUT LET ME NOW WHAT YOU THINK
IF ITS CRAP ILL DELETE IT
IF NOT
STORY TIME!
_____________________________________Everywhere- Michelle Branch_____________________________________
BPOV
6 Months he;s been gone... gone... such a horrible word.... i spend time wth Jacob but its not enough... i still see him... everywhere... when i sleep when i do something dangerous but he's fading and that scares me. what do i do when he fades entirely? put a gun in my mouth and wait for him to snarl? no even im not that pathetic... at least not yet.
i honestly loved him... i honestly loved him and he left me. Every person out of the corner of my eye has pale skin... i see a guy with red hair and an average build and i go to him as if he's beckoned.... and when someone calls me im always disappionted because its not him....
Jacob has done so much... but there is only so much he can do and he's done it all..... i love him i do.... but i can never devot myself completely to him because the first time he kissed me i let him, i imagined him as HIM (didnt help he had just had an ice cold soda so his lips were cold) but that wasnt fair to him... so i told him no... and yet he still stands in the backround waiting.... waiting for me. i love him but i cant dedicate myself to him.
When i dream i dream of Him and its horrible becuz its never of the beautiful times its always of when he left...
music used to be my solitude... nows its my curse.... i only listen to one song and it reverberates in my head constantly....
And i always wonder....
As i whisper Edward into the cold black loveless night...
i have to know...
edward,
Do You See Me?