Disclaimer: I don't own the WWE. If I did then I would be living in a huge mansion with a servant typing out these fan-fics.
I do not own the song either, its by the incredible Evanescence and is called Everybody's fool.
You know I also don't own Jeff, I may wish it. But it's never going to happen so I won't bore you any longer.
Different, yet the same.
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame, don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
People whisper as I walk back to the locker room. I can hear the little remarks as I walk past. Things I'm not meant to hear.
"He's burning out."
"Vince is wasting his time. There's no way he's going to wrestle again."
"That's the one I was telling you about, he's the one that does drugs."
All little remarks, I know. But they all add up. So when Vince asked if I wanted to take a few weeks off, I jumped at the chance. Sure, I knew the real reason he was being so nice to me, but anything to get away from everyone.
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
Matt's been so confused lately. He wants to help, but I can't let him. He's always put his heart and soul into the business. I know he doesn't know why my passion for wrestling's gone.
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
I know I'm good at wrestling. It's the one thing I'm sure of at this time in my life. I just can't deal with all the politics. The wrestlers see me and think
"He's just too weird"
Without the mask where will you hide
Can't find yourself - lost in your lie
Hell, I know I'm weird. You don't need to be a rocket scientist to figure that out. I actually consider myself "unique" but whatever. To me painting my nails and having green hair is normal. But to them I'm different. And that means I'm scary.
That means I don't belong.
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
I can't change who I am. I wouldn't want to. If I wished for the world to understand me I still wouldn't. Being different is more than who I look like. It's who I am. If I changed that then I'd be like everyone else.
And that would be my life's death.
So now I wander my Imagi-nation, looking at my silent sentinels, the aluminiumies stand guard. They're like me in a way. Always looking for something, never knowing what it is until they find it. Then they are complete.
Now I know. I can't be who I'm not. I can't be a normal person, it's not my destiny.
All I can be is who I am.
Jeffery Nero Hardy.
Wrestler, musician…and free spirit.
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool
Well, if you all would send me loads of reviews I would be a very happy author. I would love to wake up someday, log on, and be swamped in reviews. But, I guess that's every authors dream so I'll just shut up.
In the words of Jeff Hardy (sorry, please don't sue me!)
Yours truly, The Time Lady.
Ours truly, this life.