A/N: Hey this is my first fanfiction! Yay! Keep in mind that it is late at night as I'm writing this, and there might be some mistakes. I'll be sure to proofread the story for any mistakes, though. Enjoy! :) I do not own Twilight.

Bella's POV

"Bella, I don't want you anymore," Edward had said, his black, cold eyes boring into mine.

"You ... don't ... want me?" I had said. I found it so hard to believe, but I somehow knew this day would come. I just wasn't good enough. He's perfect and I'm the opposite. What would such a perfect man with a perfect life want with a klutz like me?

"No." Once I heard it, I knew it was true. I'd have to let him leave.

"Bella? Bella! Bella, wake up!" Charlie was trying to wake me up. He must've been scared to death. I think I was screaming again. "Oh. It was just a dream," I thought, " A nightmare. The same one I'd been having for the past month since… he left me. They all did. They were everything to me, and they took it all away and left me with nothing". It's been a month already, but it seems like forever. I thought I would have that long with… him. Even now, I cringe at the thought of the thought of them just hurts so much, it's like a hole has been ripped out of my chest, along with my heart and lungs.

"Yeah, dad. I'm awake. Sorry for scaring you. It was just a nightmare," I muttered." You can go back to sleep now."

"Bella, you've got to stop this! All this sulking and moping around! It's not good for you, Bella."

"Okay, goodnight, dad." I yawned sleepily. I knew it wouldn't be that good of a night, but I had to deal with it. He left me.

"Goodnight, Bells." And I fell asleep once my head hit the pillow.

The next morning

"Hey, dad? I'm gonna go outside for a while and get some fresh air. I'll be back in an hour or two." Of course I wasn't going outside for that. I just needed a cover story for the reason I was going outside.

"Okay, Bells. Have fun,then." I felt sorry for Charlie, because I was going to do something horrible. I was going to commit suicide.

A/N: Ah! The cliff hanger! The suspense! Sorry the chapter was so short. Okay, not really. :D

Bella: Hey, what's this place?

Me: Ah! You shouldn't be in here! This is a restricted area!

Bella: Hold on. Be sure to review! And don't worry! There will be more chapters to come. Right, Haley?

Me: Uh huh. Yeah. Could you please go now? This area is restricted after all.