Kimi Ga Iru
Author: Yumari Kreuz

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"I'm leaving for California."

I felt as if a bucket of ice-cold water was dumped over me - the freezing liquid washing over my entire body, biting into my skin as it seeped further into my veins... Giving no warning as it paralyzed me. I froze, and so did time, as it had seemed to stop ticking as I took in every word, every pause, trying to comprehend what he had just said.

"Y-you're leaving?" I managed to stammer when it finally sunk in, albeit with difficulty. Leaving?

I heard him sigh from where he sat at the foot of my bed. I know I heard him correctly, as there was possibly nothing wrong with my hearing, but something within me just won't accept it... I just had to ask again, make sure he was only joking like he had, so many times before.

"You're joking, right?" I bit my lip, trying my best to contain the tears that were threatening to come out. I so wanted it to be a joke. Oh, Kami-sama, please let it be a joke... Just like that time, aboard that ship...

"Iie." 1 He sighed again. "It's for real."

Three words. All it took was three words before I lost all my self-control and broke down like the emotional woman I've always been. Great tremors wracked my body as I sank to my knees, my hands on my face in my desperate attempt to stop the tears from coming.

"Fuyutsuki-chan..." There was a small creak from the floor board, and before I knew it, his arms were around me.

Onizuka-kun... Do you know how much I love those arms? They're so strong, so powerful... Everytime you held me in them, I felt so secure.

"Yamete!" 2

Yes, I loved it when you held me that way. But that feeling's going to leave me now, ne? Please be kind and don't make me miss it...

But you were never the one to listen, weren't you? Because inspite of my attempts to keep you away, you held me still...

Damn you.

"Fuyutsuki-chan..."

"Go away!"

Tsuzuku

1 iie no
2 yamete stop

Author's Note: Ayoo! I hope you liked it even though it's kinda short. T Truth be told, what I originally wrote was longer than this, but I decided to cut it and post the fic in parts. ;; Ehehe...

Kairi21: Talagang bitin kamo! Okay na sana e, lalo na yung scene sa rooftop... Newayz, thanks for reviewing!

Miguel Artadi: Woi! Thank you! Ahaha, yup! There'll certainly be more!

Allence of the Weed: O.o Oo nga 'no! What the hell was I thinking when I typed this?!? Oh... Fujisawa-sensei, gomen nasai!

Cattleya Glory: Thankies! I will try my best to post the next chapter soon!

Disclaimer: Okay, if anyone out there reading this haven't realized yet, GTO belongs to the great Fujisawa Tohru! I'm just borrowing his characters for a while and although it seems otherwise, I intend to return them in good condition as soon as I am done with the story. So, please don't sue! ;;

Anywayz... Reviews are more than welcome! I would always love to know what you guys think.