Summary: after something happen to Sanada, Yukimura finds a letter in a box and discovers something that he should have said long ago.[one-shot , cute pair]
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters, they belong to Konomi, I just own the plot.
THE LETTER
"I hope that you are fine, there is so much that I want to tell you and that I haven't, specially a pair of words, so simple yet so hard to tell, they haven't leave my mouth, for fear, scare of your reaction, that you go away, afraid of losing the friendship that we share for so long. But now, nothing else matters, because the courage I think I have no longer exists; But I have realize after a long time of this feelings. I look back in time, memories of the first time we meet, with your fragile appearance, your smile, you were the one who change me, I was know as the "Ice Emperor", until you I have never care for someone, but all of this change when the destiny decided to take you away from the team, from me, with that horrible illness, in the beginning I see it as a duty as fukubuchou and friend, later I discover that you were something else for me. But I keep quieted, and now I ask myself why did I remain in silence?
Because of that now that you are reading this, now that I am not there but in a place where you can't go and this is ok 'cause if you were thinking in following me, I would prefer that you don't do it, I will be waiting for you all the time it takes.
Don't forget about me because I will never do that and if your feelings are not the same as mine it wont be a problem, my hearth wont be broken and if you feel the same as I, then the only thing for small that it seems would be a "sorry" because this end before it began
I guess that you already know what I am trying to say.. What I always hope to tell you and never did… Aishiteru Yukimura Seiichi
Sincerely Sanada Genichiro"
The blue orbs that in the past were bright and full of happiness, now where lonely allowing to run freely the tears that leaf a trace in the white skin, making the words more real and painful.
He couldn't find a reason of how blind he had been for not seeing the feelings of the other, he who was known for his ability to read people in an instant.
A month ago his friend and classmate Sanada had died, in a car accident, he had been in the wrong place and in the wrong moment. It still was hard for Yukimura to believe that his friend was no longer in this world; but the thing that was the hardest to believe was the letter, he truly feel something for the black hair boy, and as the other he didn't speak what was in his hearth, he too was afraid of the reaction of the other, in the end both of them had remind quiet, by keeping their feelings for each other and in truth it was too late for any regret of something that never got the opportunity to grow.
..::Owari::..
please R&R