Its about Bella being abused by Charlie and Renee just ignores it and she's also being bullied in school she witnessed the cullens doing something and she was accused of solding them out to a teacher and then Rose told Edward that he should make Bella fall for him and Rose is a bitch and eventually Edward was the one who fell for her and I'm REALLY LOOKING FOR THIS STORY she is being abused and bullied and there is this one particular chapter that she found out Edward was just playing her and then Edward felt so guilty since he fell in love with her and Bella wants nothing to do with her and this is the story where Edward blamed Carlisle fo overlooking the abused signs that he found from Bella's hospital visits PLEASE HELP ME FIND THIS STORY