N/A: i said i would post another one up, so wallah here its. It is set in new moon, like most of mine are ha ha, One-shot and had got inspired by Face Down by lishbashbaaaa, which is a one-shot but a really good one-shot,if you like the kinda abusive bella fics and one-shot go check it out it is one of my favorites one shots, ( and yeah i just said one shot like four time in one sentence, who would of thought it was possible) anyway it about jacob abusing bella, and edward never came back. kinda different one that i normally write,a bit more darker, if you think about it. but i hope u enjoy.

I would like to thank my unofficial/official Beta Jade Lyssy because she is pure awesome, as well as she helps me loads te he, and o yeah she is a fan-tab-ulous writer check her out, and as well as Lily swan, who a again is a pure genius when it comes to writing check her story out Eternal Desire, it is wow he he, she has reviewed all my poems so far and i love her for it and also thanks too, to love him x ,music of the wind, and singer654 who have all reviewed it when i was not even meant to update it yet so this is dedicated to all the above

and also to jade cat who i hope get better soon

love theheartgrowsfonder xoxo

black heart

Sitting in the darkness,waiting for the light

hoping that one day I'll finally get it right

as I sit here shivering

thinking is live actually worth living

I'm really not sure why

but I want to curl up and die

tears flow from my eyes

but I leave my self to freely cry

cause what's the point trying

if on the in side I am dieing

you are very my last thought

as I learn the lesson that you taught

That no one would care about my death

I'm not even worth a single breath

I'm just another worthless case

who takes up too much valuable space

don't worry I'll put your theory to the test

just carry on,I will take care of all the rest

And as I count slowly to three

think how easy your live will be

I'll just be another girl

who you made their life a living hell

It will all be over soon for you and me

One....Two.....Three