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I'm so sick of this hospital, the white wall and terrible lighting. Thanks to therapy and medication I rarely see my mother anymore, which means that today is my release date. I have been deemed mentally stable, well stable enough to join society, and since Zuzu never took the time to file as my full time caretaker I was able to take on my own case once I was once I was stable enough. Since I am stable I was able to sign myself out without needing Zuzu's signature, and thanks to doctor patient confidentiality the doctors where not allowed to tell him I was leaving. The orderly came into the room and dropped a bag onto my bed and left without a word. I walked toward the bed and looked inside the bag it was the clothes I was wearing the day I came in minus the armour; fuck why didn't I think of clothes hopefully the clothes I came in wearing still fit somewhat.
Thank Agni I wore baggy clothes when I was fourteen, because I have filled out in these las three years. I'm 5 foot 4 inches the same height I was three years ago so the pants are only a couple of inches away from my ankle and that's something that can be covered up by the boots. My poor pants are screaming for dear life, my hips are wider, fuller my butt is bigger and my thighs are a bit thicker, so in other word's my pants look painted on. My shirt shirt looked like a tight cropped top because thanks to puberty I went from a b cup to double d's, at least my boots still fit me.
After signing the paper work I made my way outside I blinded by the sun, and that's when it sunk in I was free. The nurses and doctors put together a nice bag of money together "It should last you a couple of months, enough to get you to where you need to go" they had told me. I knew where I was going I had a small place on Ember Island that I bought under the name of Lin, hopefully the money I had stashed in a safe was still at the house. Nobody knew about my house on Ember Island, so as far as I knew the key should still be under the flower pot.
I walked to the nearest store and bought myself some new clothes plain clothes nothing that would make me to memorable I put my hair in a waterfall braid; I was Lin now and Lin didn't wear flashy clothes or top buns. As I made my way to the docks I couldn't help but think that I wish I had been able to apologize to Zuzu at least once. Zuzu would never let me go I would always be a prisoner whether it was the boiling rock or the palace, and he would never believe that I had changed. I didn't blame him I was an awful person back, I wouldn't have believed me if I was him too.
I walked up to the old man and said "Hi, my name is Lin. Is this the ship to Ember Island?"
Yes it is. It's two gold pieces and I'm leaving now leaving soon so give me the money and get on the boat if you wanna come" said the old man.
I gave him the two pieces and made my way on the boat. I couldn't help but think was it me or was the old man rude, because the old Azula would have zapped him to early grave. What was I thinking early grave that man looked older than Iroh, the fact is that that old man didn't know he had a brush with death. As the ship left I couldn't but think Azula died in the mental institution the person on their way to Ember Island was Lin and she is a whole new person. Lin isn't some disgraced princess, Lin didn't conquer Ba Sing Se. I couldn't help but mourn who I was,I was always proud of being Azula, I was always proud of the things I did,of my self. That is until the war ended and my brain cleared that I wasn't proud of being Azula I was ashamed of the things that I had done. I may never let go of the guilt but I can forge a new path and become better person but to do that I have to start by letting the old me go, leaving Azula behind and becoming Lin.
